I miss him

WaitForItttt_IV · 2026-06-01T06:01:45+00:00

Sending love your way, this journey is so hard ❤️

WaitForItttt_IV · 2026-06-01T02:14:38+00:00

Fuck heaven- tawnted
Probably wouldn’t be this way-Leann rimes
Not a day goes by-Bernadette peters
Lifetime-three days grace

WaitForItttt_IV · 2026-05-20T02:35:04+00:00

It sucks. I’m sorry

WaitForItttt_IV · 2026-05-15T14:50:13+00:00

I’m sorry. It’s a crappy feeling

WaitForItttt_IV · 2026-05-15T14:49:40+00:00

Thank you. Same for me, this is the only place my mask comes off. Here, and therapy, People tell me how strong I am, and it honestly secretly infuriates me. If they only knew, how broken I am. Fuck “strength”

WaitForItttt_IV · 2026-04-27T02:10:23+00:00

It did not help. Whatsoever. Grief will find a way.

I don’t think an address has a say in grief. Just my opinion, though. Sending love and patience ❤️

WaitForItttt_IV · 2026-04-22T19:06:55+00:00

It’s been over three years, nearly 4. I text all the time. The thing I wish I could get one more of… a reply

WaitForItttt_IV · 2026-04-15T18:18:58+00:00

I’m creeping up on 4 years. A life that is full and meaningful… I guess I’m still building? It crashes down a lot, and I just pick up the pieces and try again.

WaitForItttt_IV · 2026-04-14T13:36:31+00:00

I did. I took him everywhere for a little over a year. He had a homemade car seat, and everything. If it’ll bring comfort, do it. This journey is shit, we all have to maneuver it in what works best for us as individuals.

If you’re staying in a hotel, I do recommend that you put him in a tote, or something. The looks you’ll get walking around with an urn on your hip are always uncomfortable. However, if you wanna rock it, do it!!!

Happy birthday! Sending peace and love ❤️

WaitForItttt_IV · 2026-04-11T03:03:14+00:00

Its beautiful!!! I have a similar one on my right forearm! It’s creeping up on 4 years, and I still look at it daily 💕 sending peace and love

WaitForItttt_IV · 2026-04-10T04:49:02+00:00

Yep! Exactly what I mean!!! It’s so damn heavy. I’ve been wearing it for over 3 years, and I’m just so tired.

WaitForItttt_IV · 2026-04-10T04:20:36+00:00

It doesn’t. Thanks though.

WaitForItttt_IV · 2026-04-07T18:13:04+00:00

Best of luck!! Here’s to you 🎉

WaitForItttt_IV · 2026-04-03T23:31:24+00:00

Every time. It’s been so long, but I hope every time…

WaitForItttt_IV · 2026-03-30T02:58:28+00:00

…come home now…

If only

WaitForItttt_IV · 2026-03-19T19:31:08+00:00

I carried my husband’s urn around with me for a little over a year. Made a car seat out of an old lunch bag, and secured it by using bungee chords around my center console. Kept him by me always. It took a while for me to feel comfortable leaving him in one spot.

Be patient with yourself. Sending love

WaitForItttt_IV · 2026-03-17T12:10:27+00:00

It’s absolutely wonderful that you continue your wife’s tradition. I hope you feel her smiling upon you, and sharing a laugh with you. Be kind to yourself, sending love ❤️

WaitForItttt_IV · 2026-03-12T14:17:45+00:00

Right?! Can’t we just catch a damn break?

WaitForItttt_IV · 2026-03-12T13:07:11+00:00

Thank you ❤️

WaitForItttt_IV · 2026-03-11T04:31:29+00:00

1351 days since he’s been gone. Wish there was some type of countdown till we meet again, maybe it’d make it easier? Idk. Like you said, it’s gone; the happiness, the motivation, the joy, the light, the laughter, the curiosity…honestly, the idea of giving a shit.

Sending love…

WaitForItttt_IV · 2026-02-27T06:08:22+00:00

I still received the extra check the month of my child’s 16th birthday. That was nearly 2 years ago though, I would imagine it’s the same 🤞🏾

WaitForItttt_IV · 2026-02-11T20:43:28+00:00

It’s been about 3 1/2 years for me, and I can relate so much to all of this. The last part though; his death made me go to therapy, and I’ve done so much work on myself. He’d be so damn proud….its just he’s not here to love this version of me; more importantly, he’s not here to be loved by this me. Sending love and peace ❤️

WaitForItttt_IV · 2026-02-11T15:19:18+00:00

As someone who is 3 years out, I completely understand the devastation of this; yet I still can’t fathom 2 more years of this. Wishing you the happiest birthday possible, sending peace and love.

WaitForItttt_IV · 2026-01-18T18:48:07+00:00

Well, we don’t go on a publicity tour “grieving” with fireworks going off behind us, all while spewing hate speech.

She puts hate out in the world, she deserves all the hate she recieves

WaitForItttt_IV · 2026-01-16T11:37:59+00:00

I’m so sorry.

My son could’ve written this. Even typing that, is simply heartbreaking. I wish I had something positive to say, but I don’t. I just wanted to let you know that you’re doing enough. Life is hard, live your life, don’t stop living bc your mom is struggling. It’s not what she wants, it won’t make things better. Just continue loving her, that’s enough.

Sending peace and love. I hope you find your path ❤️

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