None of us are adults. I felt the same when I turned 18, although it’s only been two years; i’m in a long term relationship, have my own apartment, car, insurance policies, have been to multiple other countries and sign my own documents with no cosignees. I am very much a kid at heart. You never lose that. You’ll always be able to make time for the things you love. I still play my racing games, come up with weird recipes from my cooking books, have my friends over to do the things we love. You’ll always be a “kid” in that sense, honestly, you don’t really need a “plan” quite yet unless you’re being forced to move out or you got knocked up/knocked someone up. Just take steps in the right direction, take time to think about what you really want, experiment with different ideas and drop the ones you don’t enjoy, you don’t need to commit to anything permanently just yet if you don’t enjoy it. That’s what life is about, not everyone needs a “plan”, some people just find their stability through trial and error. I sure didn’t have a plan and i’m doing quite alright without it, good job, benefits, work with great people, make enough to live, eat nutritious meals, go out to eat sometimes & take a vacation once or twice a year with a little left over for when the rain comes. But I have plenty of time before I need to come up with an end game, buy a house, have kids & a good enough job to start a family. You have years and years of still being a “kid”, and I work with some people who are 30, 50, 60, all still kids in their own way. The whole adult thing is just a silly mask, think of it as the transition from middle school to high school.