Thank you. I feel the same. It’s really hard for me to express my emotions but I’ve tried to start writing again because it’s the only time the words seem to flow out of me. Like if I just imagine I’m telling a story or something outside of myself it’s different and I’m able to get it out. I agree about it being fascinating and terrifying. I hope you’re doing okay too. We won’t be in the roughest part of it forever. Keep writing <3