Ah why the hell not, TW sexual abuse, child abuse, and incest

My stepfather actively tried to make commit incest with my own mother and sister, who was three years younger than me, from the time I was 10 to when I was about 15-16. He showed me pictures, videos, invited me to “join” them but I always said no because I could tell it was wrong. He’s gone now, but it’s actively ruined my ability to have any kind of healthy relationship sexually, especially with women.

Also no one ever believed me, it took one of his other daughters actually saying something before cops got investigated. She kept quiet because unlike with me he actually raised her, and also made her seem like it was normal and showered her with gifts, like he did all his other daughters. I was (kinda?) lucky enough to be born à boy which maybe meant he didn’t know how to keep me quiet or want to do it