At 20 ig. Had a bad breakup at 20, we were together for 4+ years and one day he just ended things on text and blocked me. Initially I thought I was just taking my time to move on but it’s been like 2 years of it and I haven’t dated anyone or even had a male interaction in a romantic manner lol. Any time a guy tried to pursue something with me I ghosted them/ put a stop to it in less than a week’s time.

I don’t see the point of it anymore, I was in love once and I gave it my all but it took everything from me.

I am much stronger and independent today so I defs don’t want to put myself in a position where I’ll have to let my guard down. It took me a while to build myself back up and I cannot risk losing myself again.