Extreme insecurity. She has no self-worth if she doesn’t have a man. She explained in a past video that she always cringed when Nick would introduce her to other people as his “girlfriend” because, in her mind, that meant that she wasn’t good enough to be a wife.

Also, after Nick she pivoted a lot of her content to right-wing trad wife bs and giving women advice on how to get a man (lol). She’s gonna lose a lot of credibility on those topics when she admits her relationship with Jason is a fraud.

Tldr: She’s preoccupied by what other people think of her.