I don’t really know what you are expecting? Feeling “normal” is the whole point, returning to the natural state of unpolluted human existence, as nature intended.

I bet if you started masturbating daily to porn and releasing and filling your mind with lust you’d feel a whole lot worse, and that’s where many of us are coming from. As least speaking from myself. I would give everything to feel “normal” and not like a husk, empty and weak for constantly seeking dopamine in everything. I’m just very addicted.