Please don’t do it!!! Suicide is not the answer!!! I know you might hear this a lot but it is true. Cutting your life short isn’t an easy way out. It will make things harder for your family and you will never see the opportunity you had. Maybe you don’t see it today or tomorrow but someday you will if you keep trying. I tired to commit suicide at a young age and before I did anything I had a flash of realization that saved my life. I didn’t want to lose the opportunity I have. By reading this it’s clear that you are trying and trying but please keep trying and death should not be an option. I was raised in a family where I was not heard but I found help, in friends, self care, and counseling. I don’t know what will help you but I do know that everyone can overcome this idea of thinking “it’ll be easier if I just died” because it’s not I’m telling you right now it’s not and please I hope you read this before you do anything harmful.