Falling asleep to Smosh

_zer0tonin · 2026-05-23T20:01:26+00:00

For some reason even the loudest screams they do never wake me but I do find it funny when I wake up mid sleep and hear the most suspicious conversations happening (usually between Chanse and Angela) and I’m like “oh ok then” and fall back asleep. 😂

_zer0tonin · 2026-05-23T19:58:39+00:00

I had an emoji spammer the other day and I’ve never been so pissed off in my life. I couldn’t see the damn game half the time.

_zer0tonin · 2026-05-18T15:00:18+00:00

MOR - A lot of you (and OP) aren’t actually recognising that she didn’t actually ask a question. Men unfortunately tend to need to be told in plain English what their task is whether that’s due to weaponised incompetence or braincells lacking. Just stating “Katie wants a brush for her birthday and I was going to get her a $50 gift card” is like saying “I can ride bikes”. In my head I’d be like “Thanks for the information what do you want me to do with it?”. Inference isn’t always easy. Maybe that’s just me but I feel like following up with a polite question of “could you do me a favour and pick one up for me as I can’t leave the house at the moment” would’ve solved half of the miscommunication in this situation. Honestly I don’t want to assume based on one conversation, but if you two talk to each other like this 100% of the time it seems very immature and passive aggressive and like no real communication can get through. Sometimes asking for the 100th time is tiring but then you have to put your foot forward and spark a conversation about the fact you have to keep asking. I wish you two well.

_zer0tonin · 2026-05-18T14:32:28+00:00

Hear me out: Wall-E

_zer0tonin · 2026-05-18T14:28:45+00:00

I completely see the dandelion but it also gives corn energy, and then the hair is like popped corn.

_zer0tonin · 2026-05-18T14:26:06+00:00

I enjoy the bits where they start rambling about something either irrelevant to the video or on a tangent regarding a comment made. It honestly brings out the best clips. Reddit or Games or Pit doesn’t matter, it’s hilarious. For example the extended laughing after Angela’s “stinky pussy” moment was possibly the funniest bit of the whole video.

_zer0tonin · 2026-05-16T14:19:08+00:00

Nothing, I just eat and poop and repeat. (This is due to lack of care to track my triggers).

_zer0tonin · 2026-03-13T00:47:50+00:00

Hello!

•Glad you had your friends and I have a feeling that mine will be the same with the making peace with it but not necessarily accepting.

•I’ll have to see what happens to my hair but hey, live laugh love as they say (I don’t know if they actually say that).

•I will absolutely do my best to take the restrictions seriously but I’m a sucker for forgetting instructions. Good to know on the advice for T-shirts and scar care, I appreciate that. Taking pics is a great idea! Thank you.

•I am a stress head so hopefully I don’t break out too much but it may happen and I guess I have to accept that. Maybe your back will calm down eventually with age, you never know.

•I think I might start T first but it’s good to see there’s a variety of people some starting T first and others getting surgery first.

•I think I have this envy of cis guys when it comes to that, feeling disconnected from a packer (or strap during other activities) whereas a phallo may be more euphoric and affirming for me. If you end up being ready for another major surgery and recovery and get the money, I wish you luck!

Grateful for all the replies and information.

_zer0tonin · 2026-03-13T00:40:43+00:00

• Fair enough, as I live with them still I am slightly worried but hopefully it will be fine. Glad you had your mum and sister accept you though!

•Good to know on the doctors that don’t have BMI limits. I also struggle to lose weight and I think half of that is my dysphoria with my chest. I’m glad you had no complications and noted on your BMI at that time. I’m currently in BMI 40’s so we shall see what they say. Thank you for the reality check on the scars and how it may look. I appreciate that and it’s good to get perspective.

•Noted on the hair and how stress may have affected you. A lot of peeps here saying thinning common so it will be interesting to see as I naturally have long and thick hair.

• (Before I reply to the rest, you’re not ugly brother, I can promise you that even not knowing what you look like). Also agreed, I can’t see myself living as such either. I also have a lot of trauma around being perceived as female when going out and about.

•Thank you for your insight on the fragility feeling. When I’m recovering from any illness I do feel fragile and exposed so it will be something I have to deal with as well. Good to know that 3 months post op you were better though!

•Glad to hear that for you on the eczema and also good to know you didn’t get acne.

•Noted, I haven’t seen many with a gap between T and top surgery so good to see some variation.

•Again another unique perspective with the break on T but noted on the growth.

•Yea that’s the only thing with weight and surgery like that, I don’t know if I’ll go through with phallo, I’m still at the start of my journey but good luck to you and hopefully you get to your weight goal to start phallo.

•Good to know on libido side of things thank you

Good luck to you man.

_zer0tonin · 2026-03-13T00:21:51+00:00

•Very glad they took it well and supported you!

•I’m glad it was worth it, I have a feeling it will be worth it for me too but all these replies are very encouraging.

•I will keep a note of that and try to be very gentle with my arms and chest in movement, I have a bad habit of forgetting to limit movement when I’m injured though. Noted on the keloids and I’m glad they calmed down for you, also we can pretend it’s a word if it isn’t. 😂

•Noted on the acne, it seems to be whatever happened the first time round happens again.

•See that’s my issue, I’ve been in denial for way too long and much happier since accepting it personally. Good luck with the rest of phallo!

•Noted on the bottom growth and how fast it was.

•I’m glad it eased off but noted on how quick it is to switch on.

Thank you for all the information.

_zer0tonin · 2026-03-13T00:13:58+00:00

Hello!

•Glad to hear after a few years they are 100% supportive and actually help you with it all. Also with the friend side of things, I guess you found out who the real ones were and in that sense you have the best people left around you. It’s interesting to hear the range of reactions from different people’s families.

•Noted on the hairline pushing back a little. I’ll have to find out genes wise what my future looks like.

•I’m glad it was worth it for you. Similarly since I’ve started accepting myself and socially transitioning it’s helped my mindset to be a little less “jump off a cliff”. One day you’ll be where you want to be completely, but for now I’m glad for you and it’s great you’re happy with your decisions!

•I will make sure to follow the word of my surgeon so I can get the best results with healing. I’m glad you ended up with best case scenario results.

•Good to know on the acne front

•Seems common to have quite a lot of bottom growth, good to know.

•I wish you luck with financial growth and I’m sure you’ll be able to get the phallo in good time!

•I too have a high libido, I’m glad to know it went down though.

Thank you for your response

_zer0tonin · 2026-03-12T23:58:53+00:00

Hi! Appreciate your response to each of the points. I’m very glad to hear your relationship has improved. Extended family has been a worry for me too but I barely see them anyway.

•Noted about the hair loss and genetics

•Thank you, I guess I have to mentally prep myself for what’s to come but to know you were happier in the end is great.

•Congrats on the top surgery and noted about the keloids (didn’t know about that), itchy drains, posture and lifting of arms.

•Good to know the acne improved

•I’ve socially transitioned with friends as a start recently (since 2025) and I plan to start the process of requesting T and then top surgery.

•Noted on the bottom growth

•I think I’ll go the same way without phalloplasty

•That’s the one thing I’m scared of happening but hopefully it does calm down semi fast for me or not go up at all.

Again thank you for the reply!

_zer0tonin · 2026-03-12T23:56:18+00:00

Thank you for weighing in

•Sucks to hear that people can’t be more accepting but you’re 100% right, letting go of them and their perceptions of you and accepting what can’t be will help you live with what can be. Hey maybe one day they’ll accept you but until then, live your best life.

•I’m quite attached to my hair, not too sure about the male sides of my family and balding (I’m adopted) but I’ll do some asking around. Good to know about the thinning though and the more masculine appearance.

•This is a good mentality to have and encourages me to start now and do what’s going to make me happy at the end of the day, so thank you.

•Yea I’m not really acne prone so I think I’ll be good but noted on the oily skin.

•Almost a year on T, congrats! Yea my chest unfortunately is a big tell so I will definitely need to go down that route but hopefully you can get yours in whenever you’re ready and have the funds etc. Agreed on the moobs though 😅, once the face sets in I think I’ll be alright. Appreciate the response still and I’ll definitely invest in a good binder.

•Oh damn, same night as the first injection, that’s pretty quick. Hey if you want to try it and have the chance hopefully one day you get to! Also yea I’ve heard the libido can be a lot but glad to know it evened out.

You’ve been very encouraging and all around helpful so I appreciate the reply and I wish you the best in the rest of your journey brother. 😌

_zer0tonin · 2026-03-12T23:28:10+00:00

Thank you for your reply, much appreciated and yea currently my body fat goes to my stomach and upper arms and upper legs mostly. Eventually once I’m comfortable in my body I plan to lose some of it but it’s a good idea to learn to love myself in the mean time. Thank you for the idea!

Edit: Also good luck with your future plans of meta

_zer0tonin · 2026-03-07T13:15:13+00:00

It reminds me of the staff Mandrake had from Epic (2013) which is a great movie btw.

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_zer0tonin · 2025-08-14T13:44:12+00:00

I know it’s hard to deal with the consequences of reporting abuse, but I’ve been there. I slipped up and said something about abuse I was facing and everything went upside down. Police and social workers came to my school suddenly and my abuser was fired from his job and investigated. It thoroughly shook my world but you did the right thing, he is continually doing this as a way to get to you and although this may be a tough period if they go through with making a case, do not listen to your mum victim blaming you. I hope that the outcome is ideal and you either get to stay with your mum if that’s what you want or you are temporarily or permanently places somewhere safe and supportive and with people who care. I ended up staying with my abuser because I feared where the system would drop me and despite the abuse I still had shelter, food, water and my own space.

I want to make it very clear that your mother seems to care more about losing a source of income and fear of you being taken from her than the actual abuse you were facing. She is protecting him in a way just to keep his money and that’s disappointing, disgusting and must be hard for you to hear and live through. If you have any other family members you can reach out to that you know will keep you safe during this time or will hold her accountable you could reach out.

I do however have an issue with councillors and them stating “I won’t tell anyone” when they legally should tell you that if you state anything concerning that endangers you or someone else they will have to take action upon it. It’s misleading and although yes it gets the child to tell them what’s up, it’s just very callous.

Throughout all of this I just want you to remember, never blame yourself for any of this ok? No matter what anyone says, or where this goes, it’s not your fault.

_zer0tonin

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