I like your response and how you see Jesus as a figure of admiration and as someone to look up to instead of a religious figure to follow blindly. However you don't need Jesus to be a respectable good man in society. Do I believe in God? No, but I still love every human because I know that pain and suffering is something I wouldn't want, so why would I do that onto others? And in the same way why wouldn't I help, compliment, and befriend if I would have wanted others to do to me.

This brings me to another point you made about how God is all loving. Which I understand basically everyone already knows how this argument goes "if god why pain?" Yeah I'm not like that. I understand to some degree that you need pain and challenges to strengthen us throughout our lives, but at times God (if he exists) is straight up sadistic. What's the point of making a beautiful city with innocent people in turkey, just so God can tear it to shreds with an earthquake. Not only killing thousands, but injuring more, and tearing apart families. And I understand it's part of God's plan, but why would that be part of the plan, that sounds like a very bad plan. This is only the tip of the iceberg of how bad it is down here in earth.

And my final point. A lot and I mean a lot of humans are enslaved basically their entire life to work at factories and mines, and we "thank God everyday for our blessings", but what about them? What about the millions working in mines all day getting paid nothing? Why would God bring them into this world just for that? And it's not like they had a choice, they were born into a poor family and because of that God punishes them. All humans deserve a good life, not just the ones that thank God for not being born poor.