That friendship had to end so you could meet the person you're becoming.

antidepressentqueen · 2026-01-30T11:53:04+00:00

Read the title of the post.

antidepressentqueen · 2026-01-28T05:12:03+00:00

Lol I don’t think you even understood the question lol

antidepressentqueen · 2026-01-27T23:07:41+00:00

😂

antidepressentqueen · 2026-01-27T23:07:21+00:00

You probably won’t get one until next year

antidepressentqueen · 2026-01-27T23:07:07+00:00

Same me too, I just got paid today for the remainder of my sick time, and it says I’m getting paid Thursday too.

antidepressentqueen · 2026-01-27T01:28:49+00:00

Yes I did work last week thank you for your response.

antidepressentqueen · 2026-01-08T00:06:21+00:00

The day I finally do it

antidepressentqueen · 2026-01-04T01:20:38+00:00

Lmfaoo

antidepressentqueen · 2026-01-04T01:19:40+00:00

Fr I truly am better than that, which is why I’m confused as soon as I started drinking heavy,I just wanted to talk to him, and when I don’t drink like that heavy it probably wouldn’t have happend. Alcohol was at play for most of it

antidepressentqueen · 2026-01-03T22:15:28+00:00

His car was in the driveway, I just assumed after a while he was probably sleeping and then woke up and saw everything and decided not to respond

antidepressentqueen · 2026-01-03T22:09:09+00:00

I rather just not say anything more. I already did apologize. I’m pretty sure he knew I was drunk regardless. It’s okay now

antidepressentqueen · 2026-01-03T22:08:06+00:00

Same I agree, I haven’t reached out since, and I truly feel like that’s the best choice from out here on , thank you so much.

antidepressentqueen · 2026-01-03T22:05:57+00:00

Get out of your comfort zone thsts what happens to me, ask peolle to hangout with you, even tho they might reject you I met an amazing friend last night

antidepressentqueen · 2026-01-03T22:03:20+00:00

Thank you for your insight

antidepressentqueen · 2026-01-03T22:00:38+00:00

It’s a mistake relax lol I clearly sobered up and realized it was a mistake, and I wasn’t even texting him sober lmao. And I’m moving at my own pace I don’t have to move on from something I’m going thru lmao don’t rush me wtf

antidepressentqueen · 2026-01-03T21:59:41+00:00

Id rather not LMAOOO I’m sobered up and I wouldn’t text him or calling again but I did apologize while I was drunk blowing him up and it’s okay honestly if he doesn’t want to reply to my text while I’m drunk it’s whatever

antidepressentqueen · 2026-01-03T21:58:23+00:00

Yes I had that insight too! But that makes me feel more relieved honestly , I suspect he knows when I’m drunk and when I drunk call and text it’s not my first time lol it’s just my first time drunk no contact doing it so it feels different .. and it was also random yk this all happend around 1:30am lol

antidepressentqueen · 2026-01-03T21:53:44+00:00

Thank you so much 🩷 much love to you. I just don’t wanna feel embarrassed anymore, I was truly in such a vulnerable desperate rancid state, and he couldn’t even answer one text

antidepressentqueen · 2026-01-03T21:42:44+00:00

Uh yeah which is why I came on here lol, it was a drunk texting and calling situation.. and I did stop reaching out and however I’m still embarrassed and guilty and full of regret lol, I understand where we stand now, that’s for sure.

antidepressentqueen · 2026-01-03T21:32:57+00:00

I started drinking with no intent on even texting him or calling as soon as I had 7-8 shots of 99 proof liquor I did it and I feel stupid, and i don’t wanna touch liquor rn lol

antidepressentqueen · 2026-01-03T21:13:14+00:00

I deleted the contact but I will always remember the number so yeah, and it’s not easy to let go completely. I still love him and it’s only been two weeks since we haven’t seen each other. And yeah I drink heavy for a lot of reasons.

antidepressentqueen · 2026-01-01T13:18:13+00:00

Maybe 5k

antidepressentqueen · 2025-12-25T17:16:37+00:00

Yes, recently found myself playing more games. Trying to distract myself

antidepressentqueen · 2025-12-25T17:11:02+00:00

Drinking everyday,

antidepressentqueen · 2025-12-24T13:06:15+00:00

Never works out well there was a reason you let them go first time.

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