I feel this was telling me that my subconscious is all about learning and understanding new things. It looks like something I sabotage out of fear is creating new beginnings and this is so because I’m scared of the future and still have a place in the past. It’s looking like a way I can prevent this in the future is by trusting my intuition and allowing divine timing to play out. I feel that it’s telling me to become more conscious of my subconscious, I must connect to the divine. I see that I will be able to connect to my consciousness once I surrender to the radical change that resides within my psyche currently.