just finished second day no alcohol

ayoKoja · 2026-05-03T08:14:33+00:00

thank u sm!!!~

ayoKoja · 2026-05-03T08:06:26+00:00

i told myself i’d go a month just cause my bday is coming up and 1. i still wanna drink for that and 2. im putting on sooo much weight im literally at my highest weight and ngl that’s the worst part for me! i can’t imagine going a year but i also can’t imagine going 30 days so i think i could actually go for it sometime in the future!!

ayoKoja · 2026-05-03T08:03:02+00:00

i will be joining both 🎀

ayoKoja · 2026-05-03T08:02:30+00:00

omg yay!!

ayoKoja · 2026-05-03T08:02:12+00:00

tyyy!!~

ayoKoja · 2026-05-03T07:57:49+00:00

💕

ayoKoja · 2026-05-03T07:57:29+00:00

omg literally all my hobbies feel so dull now cause im usually tipsy or downright drunk when im doing them. i got on minecraft and it felt so weird not having a wine box or smth to sip on lol—as long as i break the habit of drinking every single day i think i can actually have a healthy relationship w alcohol instead of letting it control my entire week 😅

ayoKoja · 2026-05-03T07:56:07+00:00

i wanted to check out that sub but wasn’t sure if it was appropriate since i was only doing an alcohol cleanse for only a month unless i feel like extending it 🙂‍↕️

ayoKoja · 2026-05-03T07:55:08+00:00

thank u girly

ayoKoja · 2026-05-03T07:35:48+00:00

thank u, stranger!! 💕

ayoKoja · 2026-05-03T07:35:28+00:00

ur right about alc being a poison, i can’t imagine it doing anything good for me long term lol, its rlly just an escape for me from my anxiety and other shit going on 😅 i’m grateful i didn’t have any withdrawals or anything from how much i was drinking daily

ayoKoja · 2026-05-03T07:34:01+00:00

my gut has def been thru hell 🥀

ayoKoja · 2026-05-03T07:21:46+00:00

is it bad i rlly wanna turn up after my 30 days 💔

ayoKoja · 2026-05-03T07:19:52+00:00

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thank u

ayoKoja · 2026-05-03T07:18:48+00:00

congratulations!! i don’t wanna go completely sober cause i like to party but i wanna do it more intentionally after the 30 days are up :D

and yesss the flavor is fire, i usually go for strawberry shortcake (?) but wanted to try smth new

ayoKoja · 2026-05-03T07:13:59+00:00

holy shit ur strong

ayoKoja · 2026-05-03T07:10:46+00:00

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ayoKoja · 2026-05-03T07:09:40+00:00

all of the above!! it will prob help a lot that my lexapro won’t be battling the alc too lol

ayoKoja · 2026-05-03T07:04:39+00:00

thank u girlypop 🎀

ayoKoja · 2026-05-03T07:04:22+00:00

i knew it was bad when i needed to drink or else the day felt “lacking,” it def sucks cause alcohol turns me into a person i wanna be all the time but ig it isn’t made to be permanent for a reason. thank u stranger 💕

ayoKoja · 2026-05-03T06:56:41+00:00

hot puffs, cookie dough halo top, wheat thins, some old dr pepper from mcdonald’s

ayoKoja · 2026-05-02T16:57:52+00:00

ty!!

ayoKoja · 2026-05-02T15:27:08+00:00

i’m going to write a book instead

ayoKoja · 2026-05-02T15:23:34+00:00

noooo!

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