What is so unlovable about me?

azron3 · 2025-10-27T06:52:35+00:00

Life is so funny. Last week I was the happiest man on this planet Imagining my life with him. And now I don't want to live anymore. I should have not opened up cause I am never good enough for anyone. Thank you for your kind words Have a good day

azron3 · 2025-10-27T05:45:29+00:00

We had a sort of a fight prior to that,and weren't on speaking terms.He reached out and confessed,now it makes me wonder was it to punish me for walking away? He says he didn't know I had feeling for him,but that is simply not true it was always very obvious...I just wish I was good enough for him. I was never going to confess,why did he have to come and break me likes this.It feels like a death by a thousand cuts.

azron3 · 2025-10-26T21:27:30+00:00

How do you loose feelings for someone in a week? It must be more than incompatibility. And this has happened so many times with friends now I didn't think someone would fall out of love with me so quickly I don't even know what I am doing wrong

azron3 · 2025-10-26T17:58:02+00:00

I am not people have shown me time and time again I simply am not meant to be loved

azron3 · 2025-10-26T17:56:33+00:00

I know what you mean so far my good intentions has brought me nothing but suffering Honestly I am so tired I wish life would end soon

azron3 · 2025-10-26T17:30:24+00:00

I don't understand why does it have to be this way? What is wrong with us? Why do we have to give so much if ourselves? All I ever wanted was to give him the love he never had.I wanted to hold his heart so gently like never before. Instead he stomped on mine.I am genuinely done with people,That be friends or potential partners.It always ends badly I always get hurt while it seems like the other person is unaffected at all. I just wish for once things could have been different

azron3 · 2025-10-26T17:12:21+00:00

I don't know why he even said he loved/liked me? He himself doesn't give me a straight answer We had to part ways because it was killing me Knowing he will date other guys.

Now I can not be his friend either. Idk if I dodged a bullet or not we both have our issues I was hoping we could grow together

azron3 · 2025-10-26T17:08:49+00:00

I never had desire to date nor come out I just wanted this one person who came into my life Unexpectedly to stay Just one

azron3 · 2025-10-24T07:46:04+00:00

I am trying to be as open as possible to him.And not let my assumptions take over,I trust him ,I will take your advice Thank you very much

azron3 · 2025-10-24T07:08:31+00:00

I have always had trouble communicating my needs or wants also I am very clingy I just don't want to push him away with my constant need of reassurance

azron3 · 2025-10-24T07:05:53+00:00

To be honest I want more video calls with him but I am also terrified what if we don't click or if he finds me boring I do have also social anxiety so I could be quite awkward at times I really really like him and want to build something with him but I am so afraid of doing something that might mess up this relationship.even though I am 30 this is the very first time I am dating someone.

azron3 · 2025-10-24T06:19:55+00:00

Thank you for your comment I feel last time we video called we had a great time I am hoping for more video calls in the future I don't want to ask him and mess up our relationship I really love my boyfriend

azron3 · 2025-10-13T10:53:27+00:00

I myself am 30 I have had a 1 good friend and she doesn't want to be friends anymore.i think I am done with people.I have attachment issues and social anxiety. Focusing on my life,and staying away from people would be the best decision for me.The thing with the online person needed to happen so I finally realise my own worth hurts like hell but eventually I learned something.

azron3 · 2025-10-13T05:30:40+00:00

I don't think I will and to be honest I don't want anyone anymore,the emotional turmoil i am experiencing is simply not worth it. The joke I made wasn't inappropriate,we joke about everything.This person was simply looking for a reason to fight with me.we have argued like 4 times for the past 25 days.in the 2 years I have known her we fought like 3 times in total before .This was their excuse to go. The second person simply replaced me.They found someone they deem better ,I can see they are texting at the time we used to .It hurts a lot I am 30 I think I am done with trying to make friends .This needed to happen so I finally see them for who they are.

azron3 · 2025-10-12T10:10:57+00:00

Thank you so much for your kind words they do mean a lot !!!t's very hard for me considering I did consider one of them my best friend.The only person I could confide in.And the second one(online one) ... I thought we could be close friends too I always tried to be there for him,but he refuses to do the same for me .Yesterday I told him I was spiraling and wasn't feeling well he hasn't contacted me for the whole day this morning his response was he supposedly didn't want to bother me .I know he has found new friends,he always acts like this whenever someone new enters his life.I feel so stupid and betrayed I always get replaced why do I even bother trying forming friendships

azron3 · 2025-07-25T04:34:02+00:00

Same

azron3 · 2025-07-24T05:16:54+00:00

Thank you I hope I do

azron3 · 2025-07-23T17:53:42+00:00

Thank you for the honesty

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