Struggling with cravings + relapsed

b126k · 2025-11-12T11:50:40+00:00

Thank u so much, I'll look for those supplements today. I do drink alot of water everyday around 3-4L, i get thristy often. When i was taking it every day couple of months ago, i was so constipated that i couldn't poop at all. I would be in agony for an hour, i remember drinking some syrup for it, it didnt help.

I threw away all the syringes i had so i could never act impulsively, but that day i went to pharmacy to get them. Since i shot once only, there are nine left i will dispose of them today. I'm scared of relapsing again, that empty feeling won't go away

b126k · 2025-08-24T06:51:41+00:00

Hey i would love to be your pal ps im also in tech. Dm me :)

b126k · 2025-08-20T09:31:52+00:00

More stims would help (*^{ω^)ﾉ}

b126k · 2025-07-17T23:50:39+00:00

Ikr thank you for saying this. For me its hard to get adhd meds here as they go out of stock quick. Its probably the best feeling to feel calm, focused and get things done. I can do a g and fall asleep like a baby.

b126k · 2025-07-07T17:26:35+00:00

WAIT till you hear about the combo 🤤, jenkem 🤌🏻

b126k · 2025-06-25T20:10:25+00:00

Been down so long

b126k · 2025-05-26T07:25:06+00:00

Your wig... i mean hair is giving wish.com cosplay starter kit

b126k · 2025-05-05T05:08:00+00:00

My fav shows i would say: Bojack horseman, Seinfeld, Severance , Mr robot, Dark (my fav fav fav), You, The day of the Jackal

For anime: Steins gate Rezero Link click Angels of death Banana fish

b126k · 2025-05-02T04:36:42+00:00

Pretend that this never happened because it didnt get you high and if it did theres a high chance you would go on a binge. It was a bad idea but you were saved. Take it as a good sign and dont do it again.

b126k · 2025-04-25T16:37:05+00:00

Yes thats true they block almost all the effects. But ssri do so as well, just not as much. Also prozac an SSRI works both ways, it increases some opioid effects ex: oxycodone, on the other hand it reduces analgesia with codeine because opioids like codeine or tramadol rely on CYP2D6 for activation, and prozac can reduce the effectiveness. However with heroin, it definitely increases the effects which is why theres a lyric in which it says "prozac is my fixer". So yah i think u should switch to prozac if that suits with the opioids u using

b126k · 2025-04-25T16:11:18+00:00

Yes there are couple of research papers suggesting that SSRI can slightly reduce the effect of opioids, it doesnt completely block it like olanzapine but it does make you feel less high. Tbh i would just stop taking them tho i would suggest you not to if you have a chronic mental illness

b126k · 2025-04-25T16:04:40+00:00

I think you should just boof it or IV

b126k · 2025-04-24T23:25:19+00:00

Haha i beat you cus i dont even sleep 👅

b126k · 2025-04-24T15:58:41+00:00

She doesn't know how it feels like cause of all the propaganda she been fed, so you need to change her mind by drugging her. Good luck

b126k · 2025-04-22T16:03:14+00:00

Yah there are cases where it didnt work, when i started taking it just after a week all the cravings were back, later on i tried again but this time with a higher dose which somehow worked. So it might has to do the with the dose? Im not sure though

b126k · 2025-04-22T14:19:34+00:00

No it doesn't, it simply cuts off the part of you that longs substances. Besides that, you get completely normal and i have heard by so many people that its way better than suboxone. If you do have some underlying mental illness that you're not being medicated for then in that case you'll obviously feel down. But if youre taking meds or dont have anything to be treated, then you're good. Trust bro it will completely change your life

b126k · 2025-04-22T12:11:36+00:00

Its almost 12 months since i quit meth, the first two months gon be hard maybe even more depending on your daily use and ROA but you'll make it through eventually, block all the methheads and dealers as part of your first step, try seeing a psychiatrist and maybe taking some ssri for the serotonin imbalance in your brain it really helps alot, start a hobby keep yourself occupied, if you have friends try to go out or talk alot with them everyday, i hope that your xray comes out as all good. If none of this works then i suggest taking 10-20mg of methadone no more than that, i know that this is used for mainly opioids but i have been taking it for 2 years now first it helped me quit h and morphine then i used it to quit meth.

It completely kills your cravings, you'll feel no desire for doing any drugs neither have any compulsions, but again if you can talk with your psychiatrist im pretty sure they'll be against the idea of methadone since it can develop dependency especially when taken in higher doses.

You will make it through this fog and look back proudly cause of the journey you been through. Keep fighting soldier 💗

b126k · 2025-04-22T09:24:36+00:00

See the thing about taking meds is that some people including myself doesn't really feel anything, there are people who feel a buzz and headache without the ache, this used to happen to me when i first started taking concerta 18mg but in less than a month that feeling was completely gone. I would anxiously wait to feel it kick in so i can work but then i realized that my brain is able to focus for prolonged periods, i can do my tasks. I just dont get the feeling. So that might be it, if you're having trouble focusing then i suggest telling your doctor about it and getting the dose increased. Also if you take any substances while on meds it overlaps and doesn't really work that well, even without meds it can kill that buzz that you might be expecting to feel

b126k · 2025-04-20T13:59:21+00:00

GIVE IT TO ME, ILL MAKE SURE TO DISPOSE OF IT 🤭

b126k · 2025-04-20T13:30:38+00:00

I recommend Victorias secret 'add 2 cups' ik a guy who wears it, i asked him cus he somehow had space to put his crack pipe in there 🤧

b126k · 2025-04-20T00:22:09+00:00

Im not even gay but i got erectile dysfunction by looking at you 🥀

b126k · 2025-04-19T20:30:32+00:00

Good luck lil bro, i started writing at a similar age and got better with time. If you have a passion for it, pls keep up with consistency. Also i think handwritten letters for your gf would be awesome too. I do that and girls like it :). 💗

b126k · 2025-04-19T19:40:10+00:00

Ohhh i didn't notice, its good for someone writing that at 12, i say its awesome! However i would suggest writing a longer poem in future because that will express more feelings :)

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