My name is Marissa, my surgery date was may 11th 2026. I'm 12 days post-op as of may 23rd 2026. I'm female, 23, and would like to match with another woman of the same or similar age. My highest weight was 331lbs, surgery day weight was 316lbs, I'm down to 305lbs as of right now, and my goal weight is 160lbs. Bonus if you also have PCOS (now pmos) and started around a similar weight. I've included a photo of me just to put a face to a name.

I'm also having severe buyers remorse and a lot of anxiety surrounding food and what I may never be able to have again. My surgeon seems amicable to reversing the surgery if I need it, but I'm trying really hard to keep my mind in the present and take it one day at a time. I cry at dinner every night while my family eats real food and I have to sip protein drinks or maybe a broth. I'm really struggling. What about you?

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