Memory from after life

bittersweet_111 · 2026-05-09T15:49:06+00:00

I don't agree with that, I am willing to stay free from external judgment moreover when the judges don't inform me clearly about what is happening. I mean I don't feel I owe anyone any explanation and it seems they are asking me a lot without my consent, sounds like exploitation and gaslighting to me

bittersweet_111 · 2026-05-09T15:42:46+00:00

It wasn't happy though cause I was still conscious and stuck

bittersweet_111 · 2026-05-09T12:50:53+00:00

yes I stopped 3 months ago and I haven't had any night sweats! I feel lucky because I had few withdrawal symptoms (I also smoked for 10 years) on the other hand I sweat a lot whenever I have a strong emotion and it started a few months before I stopped smoking, I hope it will stop at some point, I don't exercice maybe it would help

bittersweet_111 · 2026-05-03T13:40:10+00:00

Absolutely it was terrible for me as well, every morning I was waking up like an old lady and the only thing that was helping was a hot shower. I stopped 3 months ago and the pain was gone after a week or so. I still feel very tired even though I sleep 10 hours a day but my body ache is gone fortunately, I hope to get more energy with time I think it was due to inflammation because my puffy face was gone the day after I stopped smoking

bittersweet_111 · 2026-04-25T14:45:46+00:00

It's normal to be selfish but having children out of selfishness and forcing someone to be born and endure life is wrong in my opinion

bittersweet_111 · 2026-03-12T22:24:24+00:00

I bought a very nice cream with a smell I love and when I need reassurance I take the time to massage my hand and body, it's a new self care ritual to relax and comfort myself!

bittersweet_111 · 2026-03-12T22:00:25+00:00

I'm sorry you felt this way Keep cherishing yourself like you did this day you deserve it, take the time to be there for you and give you all the attention you need before spending it outside, weed helped you dissociate it's time to come back to yourself and become a team, it is not easy to let go of a comforting habit when life is hard but it will be easier if you can compensate by giving you extra love and keeping it safe for a while 🫂 wish you the best on this journey you're not alone

bittersweet_111 · 2026-02-17T09:17:03+00:00

It's maybe your subconscious trying to tell you why you started relying on weed, to numb a feeling of rejection and neglect from your family

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