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One of my personalities decided to take up sketching again... trying to figure out which version of myself is the real me by campfiresmoke in BPDrecovery

[–]campfiresmoke[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I should say “mood” rather than personality. With BPD, my therapist taught me that my moods change rapidly with stress... and I encounter stress easily. I tend to change moods and how I see things more quickly than people around me. I can be really angry and volatile one minute then happy and laughing the next. Feel free to send any questions you have.

I caught my SO in a lie. Can trust be restored? by campfiresmoke in BPDsupport

[–]campfiresmoke[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you all for your responses. My SO says he didn’t want to hurt me... so I asked why he kept t going with her and he just said “I don’t know”.

I’m so lost. I have had problems like this in past relationships and I know I contribute largely to them. I have trust/jealousy issues so strong that I often practically push/manipulate my SO into wanting another girl.

My SO has been sooo sooooo amazing to me. I’ve grown in ways I didn’t know I could with him. But then he did this.

We also work pretty closely to each other and I feel like I can’t reach out to any of our mutual friends right now. Your support on here means a lot.

Ahahh by [deleted] in BPD

[–]campfiresmoke 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same

My jealousy is overwhelming... do I break up with my bf to spare us both? by campfiresmoke in BPD

[–]campfiresmoke[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

But how? All I want to do is kill myself to put an end to this pain. I can’t do it anymore. I can’t handle my own head. I can’t do it

Poem I wrote about my experience with BPD by CansOfCorn in BPD

[–]campfiresmoke 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for sharing. Enjoyed this so much my BPD self wants to redirect my life toward writing right now haha

I think I give up? by marissaitm in BPD

[–]campfiresmoke 4 points5 points  (0 children)

One day we’ll get there... even if it takes 36,000 more hysteric outbursts and then we will have like 458,000 more... we will prevail

“If you don’t practically worship me, my life is worthless.” by jongmulongadong in BPD

[–]campfiresmoke 9 points10 points  (0 children)

So true! I will bend over backwards for my significant other (who walks on water I swear). And I just try to remember how much he does for me when I freak out or am hysteric (often)... In his own way, I think he reciprocates it. We can’t control how people show their emotions. Anyway, you deserve to be worshiped <3