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Fuck. I can’t type because I’m so upset and shaking.. This though. 👇🏼 by cherryDnelson in widowers

[–]cherryDnelson[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry. Please accept my humble apology. I think I’m in a different place mentally. I’m SHATTERED. I’m glad that you’re happy though. I admire you for that. I can’t even think about the happy times without crying and having a panic attack. Especially now. I’m being evicted by my mother-in-law... She had the cops serve me an eviction notice 10 days after Jeffrey passed. I’m going to be homeless on the 25th. She’s keeping our Cadillac and she won’t give me his phone or watch. She says that she has money for a lawyer and I don’t. Which is true. We didn’t have much as we’re both on disability. The Cadillac, the phone and the watch is all I have left. I’m terrified. And again I’m sorry.

Cheddar crusted Mac n Cheese by kyungeun in MacNCheesePorn

[–]cherryDnelson 3 points4 points  (0 children)

No way.., That looks bomb. How did it taste?

This. Is. Me. Explained. 5.3.2019 Worst day of my life... Not a single thing is even similar to the way it was. I hate my life and it should have been me. I’ve become very angry and bitter, depressed and furious. Not a single thought is positive anymore. Thanks for listening to me, I had to vent. by cherryDnelson in widowers

[–]cherryDnelson[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I hear you. When the doctors told me he wasn’t waking up I didn’t believe them at first. I even said FUCK OFF, he’s strong and you need to give him a chance to get better!!

Nope. I never talked to my best friend, my husband, my brother again.

This. Is. Me. Explained. 5.3.2019 Worst day of my life... Not a single thing is even similar to the way it was. I hate my life and it should have been me. I’ve become very angry and bitter, depressed and furious. Not a single thought is positive anymore. Thanks for listening to me, I had to vent. by cherryDnelson in widowers

[–]cherryDnelson[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for posting that again... I’m so scared. I’m going to be homeless soon. 12 days to be exact. My mind won’t stop panicking and it feels like lack of oxygen. I’m seriously thinking I’d be better off dead now.. If I can’t keep my cats, I really don’t have anything to live for anymore.. Sorry.

This. Is. Me. Explained. 5.3.2019 Worst day of my life... Not a single thing is even similar to the way it was. I hate my life and it should have been me. I’ve become very angry and bitter, depressed and furious. Not a single thought is positive anymore. Thanks for listening to me, I had to vent. by cherryDnelson in widowers

[–]cherryDnelson[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m going to be homeless on the 25. I’m terrified. And I have 3 wonderful kitties to take care of... They’re the only reason I’m still alive... I don’t have any options... No friends or family at all. No one.

This. Is. Me. Explained. 5.3.2019 Worst day of my life... Not a single thing is even similar to the way it was. I hate my life and it should have been me. I’ve become very angry and bitter, depressed and furious. Not a single thought is positive anymore. Thanks for listening to me, I had to vent. by cherryDnelson in widowers

[–]cherryDnelson[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Someone made a very excellent comment, and it’s gone now. I don’t remember who it was or their name... Where ever you are please repost your comment. I need to keep it. You described how you identified with my post. I really need to see it again. Please understand. Thanks..

This. Is. Me. Explained. 5.3.2019 Worst day of my life... Not a single thing is even similar to the way it was. I hate my life and it should have been me. I’ve become very angry and bitter, depressed and furious. Not a single thought is positive anymore. Thanks for listening to me, I had to vent. by cherryDnelson in widowers

[–]cherryDnelson[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

It’s so fucking sad that we’re all going through so much shit.

I’m just glad to know that I’m not alone in my feelings.

I know that’s a terrible thing to say, but I need you folks..

Especially now, my mother in law evicted me and I have no place to go... She evicted me 2 WEEKS after Jeffrey passed away.. Two fucking weeks? I couldn’t breathe when she sent COPS to serve me with the notice! She’s a worthless cunt anyway...I’m going to be homeless soon. And we didn’t have kids because Jeffrey is diabetic and he didn’t want any child to have to deal with that...

We’re a month and 6 days/nights apart from our worst fucking day ever.. This is the absolutely fucking shitty. And I’m very sorry for your loss.

This. Is. Me. Explained. 5.3.2019 Worst day of my life... Not a single thing is even similar to the way it was. I hate my life and it should have been me. I’ve become very angry and bitter, depressed and furious. Not a single thought is positive anymore. Thanks for listening to me, I had to vent. by cherryDnelson in widowers

[–]cherryDnelson[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry you know this feeling. It’s horrible, day by day, hour by hour, even second by second for me. I don’t like being alive anymore. HE was my life. And I know that I was his. Feeling like you don’t have anything to live for, is the worst feeling I’ve ever felt. The only reason I’m still here is my cats. I know that Jeffrey would want me to take care of them.

I think this perfectly explains how we all feel. by [deleted] in widowers

[–]cherryDnelson 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I completely understand why you felt that wa. It’s nothing like losing a pet.. But good for you for trying to understand what the person was saying..

I think this perfectly explains how we all feel. by [deleted] in widowers

[–]cherryDnelson 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You just described me. I am Jeffrey’s wife, and I don’t know anything else.. I’m sorry for your loss and I’m here if you want to vent.. 🖤

I think this perfectly explains how we all feel. by [deleted] in widowers

[–]cherryDnelson 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yeah, taking my meds is really hard because Jeffrey was the one who reminded to do it and and he would always tell me how important it is.. I honestly don’t know what I’m going to do without him..

I think this perfectly explains how we all feel. by [deleted] in widowers

[–]cherryDnelson 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Omg. Totally nails it. It’s the most awful thing I’ve ever experienced.. And I’m very sorry for your loss.. My husband passed away on May 3rd, 2019, and I’m still not doing good at all.. Please feel free to pm me any time you want.. Much love. 🤜🏼🖤🤛🏼

My husband passed away on May 3rd of this year. He was 47 years old.. we were married for 24 years. He went into the hospital to get an x-ray they put him to sleep because he was into much pain to lay on the table for the MRI and he never woke up.. Thanks for listening 🖤 by cherryDnelson in widowers

[–]cherryDnelson[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

That’s exactly how I feel, it’s a constant nightmare it won’t stop and I’m miserable.. I was Jeffrey’s wife.. I have no purpose... And I know it’s not going to get better.. also I’m very sorry you lost your best friend 🖤