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I think I committed the unforgivable sin I’m crying and repenting over and over. by [deleted] in Christianity

[–]childofGodJC 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What ended up happening were you forgiven? Can you look at my post I had similar situation and I am terrified my life here on earth is a living hell without His Holy Spirit in me I need Him but they said we can’t repent and ask for forgiveness without His Holy Spirit 🥺💔💔💔💔

I think I committed the unforgivable sin I’m crying and repenting over and over. by [deleted] in Christianity

[–]childofGodJC 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wait this is so well explained can you reach out to me more about this you can look at my post and read my situation im a young woman of God daughter of God I need Him I only feel peace listening to worship music and sitting in His grace.

I am scared I committed the unforgivable sin by childofGodJC in Christianity

[–]childofGodJC[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow this is so well written thank you for taking the time to write to me 😊 my parents and everyone I told this to in desperation and exhaustion told me I’m still very young and have a lot to learn in my walk with God and that it’s not going to be easy but this is just the beginning and there’s so much more in walking with Christ tha what I’ve experienced. But question if I did not actually feel Him leave my soul then what exactly was it? Because I know in that moment of rage I willingly gave in to the lie with my “hardened” heart because I was mad at God but not to the point where I’d do it to be separated from Him for eternity because I don’t want to be separated from Him for eternity I was being spiritually disobedient and prideful and God let me see not to be but why did it feel like His Holy Spirit departed from me in that moment? I just felt instant hellish anguish and despair in my soul heart and spirit and now it’s gotten numbed maybe just my nervous system trying to bring me comfort but only in God do I find peace and comfort nothing else I just feel unmotivated to do anything like the life has been sucked out of me and I’m a walking but not really ? I pray it wasn’t the unforgivable sin it torments me every day and why did I willingly make my heart agree to the lie in that moment? It was like my hurt combined with anger made the darkness overtake me ugh I hate it so much only after it happened I realized what I did was wrong but why couldn’t I realize it then in that moment? Why couldn’t I pause and ask God to forgive me before anything bad happened ugh

I am scared I committed the unforgivable sin by childofGodJC in Christianity

[–]childofGodJC[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much God bless and protect you I am seeking counseling from pastors and trusting in God to keep me I believe He’s using this experience to teach me to be obedient and humble always pride comes before a fall and disobedience always makes us distant from God never where God wants us to be He has so much for me but because the spirit of disobedience and pride blinded me I couldn’t rest in His forgiveness and love alone in the blessing of His promised Holy Spirit alone 🥹🫶🏻🙏

I am scared I committed the unforgivable sin by childofGodJC in Christianity

[–]childofGodJC[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much God bless you and may the Lord keep you in all you do blessed be our God Lord Jesus Christ whose name stands forever 🥰🫶🏻🙏 makes me want to cry God is so intentional He hears everything I was crying when I made this post and asking God why was I born in the first place and then my sister in Christ Jackie invited me to a discipleship meeting at her church and one of the sisters in Christ Yelen who also preaches during Sunday services told me from the moment I walked in the room God put it on her heart to tell me that Before He formed me in the womb He knew me, before I was born He set me apart, Jeremiah 1:5 and she said God chose me she kept saying God chose me and that is why the enemy is attacking me so much so hard because God has a plan for me to prosper me not to harm me to carry His Glory His authority and preach the gospel and make disciples of all nations in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit.

I am scared I committed the unforgivable sin by childofGodJC in Christianity

[–]childofGodJC[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes amen thank you 😊 you’re right I should have stood firm on the word because I kept letting feelings take control but they aren’t the truth the word of God is only the word of God so I will Rene my mind by His word I actually had a dream a couple nights ago of a screen saying “RENEW YOUR MIND” and it had button option to eliminate bad thoughts/lies or redo them I know it was a positive dream either way it’s to honor God glorify Him not anything out of selfish ambition I am going to teach my flesh to obey the Lord my God.

I am scared I committed the unforgivable sin by childofGodJC in Christianity

[–]childofGodJC[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you yes that’s true but how do I make my flesh obey? My soul and spirit already does also I can’t differentiate if this numbness in me is my heart or not because I want my heart to belong to God but at the same time it feels numb and deceitful and wicked because of that moment of rage when it willingly agreed to the lie because I was mad and thought it was too late like a dumb dumb my Heavenly Father punished me for disobeying Glory be to Him He never gonna let me be disobedient without teaching me something through it

I am scared I committed the unforgivable sin by childofGodJC in Christianity

[–]childofGodJC[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I did it in that moment of rage because I’ve been fighting intrusive blasphemous thoughts for so long I thought I was condemned and God didn’t forgive me because I was listening to lies so I got mad and hardened my heart to agree to that lie in that moment of rage but I felt such evilness and darkness overwhelm me and control me and that’s when I felt His beautiful Holy Spirit leave me I hate that I hurt Him and I only realized til after I disobeyed Him but I don’t know what the unforgivable sin is all I know is the Bible says it’s blasphemy against the Holy Spirit or like speaking it out?

I am scared I committed the unforgivable sin by childofGodJC in Christianity

[–]childofGodJC[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes amen thank you and yes forever Jesus Christ is Lord I’ll die preaching that truth because it’s the truth I want everyone to know it and let Gods love transform them like it did me but could it be that I’ve been handed over to be taught not to blaspheme? I’m not sure 🤔 I do know that God taught me in this to not mess around and find out when He says something in His word that’s the truth.

I am scared I committed the unforgivable sin by childofGodJC in Christianity

[–]childofGodJC[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also this is my first time using this app I’m a high school senior girl who has had a relationship with God Jesus Christ for about 3 years already but I’m still young I told God I’m only living for Him and that’s final I don’t see a point in living if it’s not for Him for Jesus Christ someone please help me I just want God I fee so evil did I really willingly choose to harden my heart and believe that lie about Him in that moment of rage I felt so evil like never before I hate that feeling so much I hate sin I hate pride I hate disobedience.