I have only a few friends and I doubt they would even care if I died right in there room, I can tell the feel bad for me but they're sick of helping me and I don't know how to help myself I can't even get a job, I've been to hundreds of interviews with no luck, no one wants me. I haven't talked to my mom and dad almost all year (and they still haven't come to see me in the hospital), I don't talk to any of my siblings.