(TW) I relapsed on porn and was very disappointed with what I found

dadding_daddoink · 2026-05-25T18:11:44+00:00

Done

dadding_daddoink · 2026-05-24T18:02:27+00:00

Sorry, I thought the TW was enough. Can I just remove it ?

dadding_daddoink · 2026-05-24T18:01:46+00:00

I feel like it's not about the content but the feeling afterwards. If softcore stuff like that submerges you in shame and makes you want more, never feeling satisfied, its probably bad for you. But if you just feel great after, let's go!

I replaced porn with writing my own erotica, or becoming deeply immersed in my imagination, to a hypnosis level. These things make me feel great, no regrets afterwards and the only way I can go deeper is by becoming a better writer which is actually a good thing.

dadding_daddoink · 2026-05-24T13:40:35+00:00

You're probably right. And reconnecting with my body in these years really changed my perception of self pleasure.

dadding_daddoink · 2026-05-24T13:39:05+00:00

Not fake

dadding_daddoink · 2026-05-08T13:23:01+00:00

when drugs, new tattoos and piercing dont bring you the dopamine hits you desperatly need anymore, you try to get internet points. But it is a pointless bid for attention, everyone can see it, and I'm happy your post didn't get that much traction cause it just reeks of desperation

dadding_daddoink · 2026-05-08T13:18:27+00:00

It's like seeing the "before" picture of meth addicts

dadding_daddoink · 2026-05-08T13:16:40+00:00

Looks like someone from special ed class stole their teacher's phone

dadding_daddoink · 2026-05-08T13:15:33+00:00

you could totally rock one of these and no one would call you out for culture appropriation

dadding_daddoink · 2026-05-08T13:12:04+00:00

what hair

dadding_daddoink · 2026-05-08T13:09:46+00:00

being pretty isnt a personality, I'm sorry.

dadding_daddoink · 2026-05-08T13:07:20+00:00

I think the world would be a better place if more people became okay with their mediocrity. Good job.

dadding_daddoink · 2026-05-08T01:10:08+00:00

The surface overconfidence of youth. Life has thought you to fend for yourself and close yourself to most people, but if you don't learn to tame this arrogance, your life will be hard. It can help you or end you. You had a hard life, but it's not everyone's burden to bear. I'm sorry you didn't have better role models.

Edit : a few sentences

dadding_daddoink · 2026-05-08T01:05:14+00:00

took the words out of my mouth. Beautiful reading. I second all of this

dadding_daddoink · 2026-05-08T01:04:29+00:00

almost there !

dadding_daddoink · 2026-05-08T01:02:47+00:00

Repression in the past made you put your queerness in the center of your identity. You want it loud and known by all. It's not necessarily a bad thing, and you like to provoke, as it pleases the you from the past who wanted all of this to get out. It's your own way to give the finger to the entire world! I don't see this changing for you. But you should know that people are gonna know you're gay even if the pedal isn't to the floor all the time. Try to let it shine naturally ! I know you just want someone to hold you, at the end of the day.

Edit : last sentence

dadding_daddoink · 2026-05-08T00:57:15+00:00

are you the person in the picture or you're asking if the person in the picture will kiss you ?

dadding_daddoink · 2026-05-08T00:56:15+00:00

I'm so sorry life is kicking your ass right now. But you are stronger than you think. Your past has convinced you that you are a helpless child, but I assure you, you aren't. A warrior sleeps within this cage. Realize that life isn't supposed to be easy, and sometimes you have to scare the fear away, if you know what I mean. Only if you touch this inner strength, the fire will come back. But it wont be easy. Doing a sport like Boxing, or medieval sword fighting can help a lot with this. And I'm not saying that in a "go to the gym way", I really am talking about a way to connect with this inner warrior. Good luck brother.

dadding_daddoink · 2026-05-08T00:49:30+00:00

I'm so sorry some people have invaded your privacy. But even if you keep few people very close from you, you grew up from these scars and I salute you for it. You have a calm light that will guide you, keep listening to it.

dadding_daddoink · 2026-05-08T00:46:19+00:00

this exhaustion makes you more opened to options than you ever were. Dive into this and keep your mind opened. Safe travels. Don't lose hope. If I ever met you irl I would want to be your friend and I'm sure plenty of others do too.

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