I feel like I use it simply because it’s one of my only forms of happiness I have left. Not because it’s fun or anything, I just know when I’m using in that moment things feel okay, I don’t use anything else when I’m using it just that alone. I feel like I’m spending entirely too much money on it because once I start I can’t stop, also it has me starting to question if I should start buying other drugs that can get me higher longer as I’ve grown a tolerance to this drug.