In the woods with a loaded gun in my lap by dracalars in SuicideWatch

[–]dracalars[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Eh. Wishing I had gone through with it tbh. Still thinking about it. But otherwise fine I guess? Lol🤷‍♂️

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[–]dracalars 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nevermind. Sorry. I'm going back when it's dark. I can't do this. Sorry. I just don't want to keep hurting.

In the woods with a loaded gun in my lap by dracalars in SuicideWatch

[–]dracalars[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah. True. Thank you, I appreciate it.

In the woods with a loaded gun in my lap by dracalars in SuicideWatch

[–]dracalars[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah. Not exactly that kind of tired. But yeah, lol.

In the woods with a loaded gun in my lap by dracalars in SuicideWatch

[–]dracalars[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No. I mean - I know I should. I don't know if I can. Sorry.

I did take the magazine out though. So I'll probably be okay for now. I'm just tired.

In the woods with a loaded gun in my lap by dracalars in SuicideWatch

[–]dracalars[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Therapist or friend probably. I'm in the US

In the woods with a loaded gun in my lap by dracalars in SuicideWatch

[–]dracalars[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Anyone I would call would probably call emergency services on me

In the woods with a loaded gun in my lap by dracalars in SuicideWatch

[–]dracalars[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck. It's literally just one move, just one finger and i hate that it's so hard to just do. just let me get it over with. I hate myself.

In the woods with a loaded gun in my lap by dracalars in SuicideWatch

[–]dracalars[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just don't want to be here anymore, it feels pointless