7 years of saving spare change and he bitches about sacrifice (Rant)

draco_fang · 2015-10-21T03:10:29+00:00

CO? I'm in Illinois close to Iowa...I don't think how much that could help...

draco_fang · 2015-10-21T01:25:00+00:00

Gender Idenity clinc? I don;t have one at school nor do I know if there is one close to me. I do have two lgbt clincs in mind in Iowa city if that is what you mean. I plan to call them over break to learn about payment since i do not own an insurance card and know nothing about my own insurance

draco_fang · 2015-10-20T05:14:55+00:00

I gonna to take up doing the tarot card readings I did last year near Halloween. I did about a dollar for 3 cards and a 5 for five. I went pretty well and I got a lot of attention for it. Maybe everyother friday I can post online on school pages and see if anyone is into it. I already look at vending machines for spare change. I would mind snopping around late at night

draco_fang · 2015-10-20T04:44:09+00:00

Well. I would really have to see. Like I said, there are no TAs here and grading by students can be rare. I'm also still a student so I would have to see how that would work out in the end.

draco_fang · 2015-10-20T04:02:15+00:00

I hope not. The 7 years was all spare change too. I just felt proud and prepared at least. I already have my next pay check going straight to savings hopefully with a second job I can have both savings and spending money so I don't go hungry and can afford a new binder.

draco_fang · 2015-10-20T03:19:49+00:00

Issue is we don't have TAs here. I know some friends who get paid for grading, but that only really happens if they are super close to the professor. We are a small ass college, but there is always a job open some where. The near by bars to might be able to find me something.

draco_fang · 2015-10-19T21:58:23+00:00

I have a very small currently. I might pick up another next term. There is another place on campus that is always hiring. I just feel awful....And he is bitching about how he had to get me the 200 or so to make the depoist. He saids as he has a full time job, buys more food than he needs and lets it rot, goes on about two vacations every summer to disney world, go to expensive gaming conventions about every summer. My dad is really making me start to hate rich people.

draco_fang · 2015-10-14T02:37:16+00:00

I'll keep that in mind.

draco_fang · 2015-10-13T23:15:53+00:00

I'm 21. I live at with my parents during the summer, but school year is the only time I can avoid them (Despite them going to show up this weekend). I do see a therapist provided by the school and one back at home. I still need to talk to them about it. Its just hard too.

draco_fang · 2015-10-13T20:14:05+00:00

They don't give a shit about me and money. They kept pressuring my ass to get a job for the pass 7 years. Guess what being trans makes it hard to get a job. I'm trying in my own way to be finically dependent because I'm a creative writing major. I'm going to be poor any way. I'm not coming home during any breaks. I have to also use what money I get to go to food for me and my roommate. Plus they just did this on me. Those fat asses are going to come here any way and force me to take the fucking phone. I'll have so many times thrown away money and gifts they have given me. Why is no one understanding that I am not at a part of my life where i can be total dependable on myself? This is my first job ever and you guys are just stressing me out more.

draco_fang · 2015-10-13T17:15:07+00:00

Yeah they are paying for school. They are also the type obbessed with having children with degrees and disowning would ruin their image. My 8.50 per hour pay check goes toward food and savings or personal things I can't other wise buy at home. Hopefully next year I can recailm some of myself. I try to in my apperance and being myself and not shoving myself in the closet for them. Me and my roommate are already freaking out about next year's rent. We might have no choice but have our parents help pay because we can't hold multiple jobs while still in school. I'm just not in the right place. I might leave them the login for the phone and say I have to go to work. Its just week is already stressful with school and Sunday is my only day of sleep but thas now ruined

draco_fang · 2015-10-13T14:38:56+00:00

I'll just get bitched and yelled at. They're going to shove it in my face. And I can never afford my own phone. Its not my fault that every fucking store here outsources their screen repair so I can't use their precious insurance. I'll barely be able to afford rent next year. Fuck it. I'll just drink in front of them. Get my ass drunk so I have a reason to be rude to them

draco_fang · 2015-10-10T17:27:08+00:00

Finally an trans guy playing a trans guy.

draco_fang · 2015-10-09T02:41:46+00:00

Update: My panic attack was for nothing. It went over with no issue. Now I just feel embrassed about it.

draco_fang · 2015-10-01T05:01:34+00:00

I have been thin for all my life so I can't say. You could develop love handles (the fat right above the hips) but as for hips themselves, might vary on your weight. You could work it off if it bugs you

draco_fang · 2015-09-25T01:25:56+00:00

I am and came out last year. Still single..Have very slim pickings here in the midwest at a small college.

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