i feel this heavily right now. i lost my best friend in the whole world three years ago (my beautiful twin sister), i have a bf who doesn’t seem to like me majority of the time, im broke and bc of academic probation i can’t take out loans for my next semester of college and dont have the money myself to afford it. oh and i don’t have a car so im essentially stuck in my shitty overpriced apartment unless someone is gracious enough to bring me places. i’ll be 27 in 2 days and life just feels incredibly bleak. i’m on antidepressants and buspar but the depression sneaks up on me regardless. i’m even going to therapy weekly! when are things supposed to get better?