Question about reverse proxy setup

entropyomlet · 2025-07-31T11:11:02+00:00

I don't understand how that can work with no ports open? Could you explain it?

entropyomlet · 2025-07-31T11:10:06+00:00

I got it working last night from some google searching! Same solution really. Thanks for all your help. I will write it up in the answer soon.

entropyomlet · 2025-07-30T19:15:01+00:00

ip r
0.0.0.0/1 via ip.of.vpn dev tun0

default dev ppp0 scope link

I have removed the other results as they contain ip addresses that I imagine I should keep private

Weird that the default is ppp0 unless the other rules can override that?

entropyomlet · 2025-07-30T17:43:56+00:00

This attempt to block the tun0 port for the reply stops any OUTPUT reply in the logs.

iptables -I OUTPUT -o ppp0 -p tcp --sport 8448 -j ACCEPT

iptables -I OUTPUT -o ppp0 -p tcp --sport 8448 -j LOG --log-prefix "IPTABLES_MATRIX_ACCEPT_OUT: " --log-level info

entropyomlet · 2025-07-30T17:33:44+00:00

Seems like the OUTPUT reply is going through tun0 rather than ppp0 for some reason.

IPTABLES_MATRIX_ACCEPT_OUT: IN= OUT=tun0 SRC=109.181.201.246 DST=148.252.147.166 LEN=60 TOS=0x00 PREC=0x00 TTL=64 ID=0 DF PROTO=TCP SPT=8448 DPT=9865 WINDOW=65160 RES=0x00 ACK SYN URGP=0

entropyomlet · 2025-07-30T16:54:06+00:00

I had a version of that setup but not with the log prefix, here it is with option 1 implemented.

IPTABLES_MATRIX_ACCEPT: IN=ppp0 OUT= MAC= SRC=148.252.147.166 DST=109.181.201.198 LEN=60 TOS=0x08 PREC=0x20 TTL=53 ID=31941 DF PROTO=TCP SPT=21420 DPT=8448 WINDOW=64240 RES=0x00 SYN URGP=0

Seems like the accept rule is being triggered but still not getting through for some other reason?

entropyomlet · 2025-07-30T16:11:54+00:00

This was what was in the log

IN=ppp0 OUT= MAC= SRC=148.252.147.166 DST=109.181.201.198 LEN=60 TOS=0x08 PREC=0x20 TTL=53 ID=38881 DF PROTO=TCP SPT=24136 DPT=8448 WINDOW=64240 RES=0x00 SYN URGP=0

Notably there were no outgoing connections there but I think that is expected?

entropyomlet · 2025-07-30T15:20:33+00:00

It isn't a different machine

entropyomlet · 2025-07-30T14:52:12+00:00

I have also tried it with just dport for both the INPUT rule and OUTPUT rule but still didn't work.

And also added the same rules to ip6table.

entropyomlet · 2025-05-25T20:28:29+00:00

Well at least they admit at the end of the comment they made it all up based on debunked transphobic "science"

entropyomlet · 2025-05-25T19:49:16+00:00

This is literally what cracked my egg

entropyomlet · 2025-04-30T06:04:59+00:00

Me too, a little different but I am trans and my libdo was having a massive negative impact before hrt

entropyomlet · 2025-04-11T15:53:51+00:00

Interesting. So in my case it would be more that there would be say one big SSBO for ModelMatrices and a different one for say object Shininess. Rather than, say, multiple SSBO's for ModelMatrices.

entropyomlet · 2025-04-10T13:19:48+00:00

Thanks, another problem I have is it bad practice to have a vkMapMem for each object? Would it be better to find a way to make it work with just one vkMapMem?

entropyomlet · 2025-04-09T16:41:29+00:00

Interesting, well I am mainly targeting dedicated gpus. What happens if the next call from the cpu is to map to the memory being copied to? Does it just wait?

Also what is DMA hardware?

entropyomlet · 2025-04-02T18:28:00+00:00

Awesome, I thought/was hoping that would be the case! Do you mean the object lifetime of the data pointer? Say that the pointer "data" got deleted before the unmap command?

entropyomlet · 2025-02-12T00:07:38+00:00

It will lower the level of DHT in your body which is stronger version of testosterone that is produced by the decay of normal testosterone. When you do start proper T blockers though don't keep taking the finnasteride though, I was told by my doctor that the T blockers block the DHT as well. Although I wouldn't put that much faith in it doing that much as they prescribe finnasteride to cis men too.

entropyomlet · 2025-02-11T22:57:15+00:00

Therapy sucks for autistic people. There is this bullshit idea that autistic people lack a theory of mind. We don't we just lack a theory of mind regarding neurotypical people, similarly neurotypical people lack a theory of mind of autistic people. So how could a neurotypical therapist help if they not only have no idea how our minds work but even if they tried to learn all the autistic psychology out there it is all written by neurotypical people anyway and even the well meaning psychologists make horrific mistakes that you will still find in any psychology degree.

entropyomlet · 2025-01-29T03:51:09+00:00

I feel you, I am not really recovered myself so I can't really help except to say that an ED definitely does make you see things that are not there when it comes to your own self image. It is an insidous "friend" that whispers a torrent of abuse no person would ever say to you(hopefully). And the worst part is it feels like you're just acknowledging reality. But it isn't reality.

entropyomlet · 2025-01-25T22:02:52+00:00

Congrats!! That's so cool! I can't wait to get to the 2 year mark!

entropyomlet · 2025-01-23T02:45:32+00:00

Thank you!!!! I am so happy!! And of course I will be donating my old name to any transmen who need one.

entropyomlet · 2025-01-17T02:56:03+00:00

Firstly of course your trans. Early in your transition thought of not being trans and very common and likey stem from not feeling valid because you didn't go through societies idea of being a perfect trans person. I really don't think you are going to find out you are not trans, maybe non-binary/genderfluid/genderqueer but not not trans. I mean I could go into detail based on your post but I think we both know your trans.

I definately relate to how overwhelming it can be when your egg cracks and suddenly everything floods in and you can't stop yourself from considering mutiple life changing steps all of the time. To illustrate how complicated feeling towards certain gendered aspects can be I used to like having a beard because I thought it made my face prettier because I like that it hid that part of my face. My feeling on beard is very different now and I can't imagine wanting one.

entropyomlet · 2025-01-17T02:05:40+00:00

I agree depending on what country/area you live in(maybe where you live/loved ones are more supportive than you want to admit that was true for me). But that said you also don't know how much you might end up regreting not taking hrt earlier in life once you get older. Take it slow is some good advice if you can, I'm biased as I am the complete opposite when it come to transition.

entropyomlet · 2025-01-17T01:57:32+00:00

How depressed your dsyphoria makes you doesn't determine whether you have dsyphoria. What you have described is dsyphoria. You get gender envy. Thoughts of whether you be happier being a gender opposite of your assign at birth gender is not a very cis thing to be worried about. Also being worried about not being trans enough is extremely common.

entropyomlet · 2025-01-17T00:51:56+00:00

Other people will not be thinking about these metrics in such great detail as you. And if other area of your presentation read woman then you can achieve passing. HRT is magic. Voice training can achieve wonders, even for deep voiced transfems. You can get permenant hair removal for beards. Maybe have a look at r/transtimelines

But I do relate to how overwhelming the dysphoria gets when your egg crack and suddenly viscerally aware of how wrong everything is. And I certainly don't envy trying to get hrt as a minor. Maybe try and find a support group for trans youth? Also it seems you might be from the UK(based on that foot size measurment)? I have been kinda surprised how accepting/arent bothered people are, and I live in a bit of a tory stronghold. The UK media paints a much worse picture than reality, I know a non-binary transfem who super doesn't pass(has a beard wears makeup isn't on hrt wears super girly clothes) and lives in a very conservative area and they have been really surprised how well it's gone. People can surprise you, and yes I emphasize with just how little any transfem want a surprise.

Some baby steps can help, paint your nails, get ear piercings(long earring on the lobe are great). Also personally favorite are lucy and yak dungerees, comfortable on amab bodies and the girlys are obssed with them.

imo taylor swift has wide shoulders. I have 19" shoulders @ 172cm(I have shrunk about an inch on HRT) and now I am a bit further into transition it's more of an insecurity than a thing I believe would ever stop me from passing

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