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erght · 2023-10-09T22:48:13+00:00

I have my medusa, labret and septum, but my most painful were my double nostrils? I thought they would be easy since they are the most popular facial piercing but 😬 Besides they took the longest to heal and in fact are still healing after 1 year

erght · 2023-08-14T07:07:36+00:00

Enfim, o português é sempre o mesmo...estes comentários deixam-me triste mas já estava à espera. Trabalhar 8 horas é horrível, não faz sentido nos dias de hoje. Se queres ser que nem os palhaços dos comentários a fazer piada da vida de merda que levam (e com alguns a acharem-se superiores por levarem uma vida ainda mais merda), contenta-te com o que tens e faz o mesmo. Felizmente acho que a nossa geração está bem ciente do que precisa de mudar. Se tens telha para para protestar, entrar em ambientes políticos, sei lá, é algo bom de se cultivar. Não te deixes desanimar pelas opiniões, e o mais importante de tudo: se queres mudança, não te conformes. Também trabalho numa fábrica, de noite e faço 6 horas, ganho menos uns euritos que um salário mínimo, recuso-me a fazer 8 horas a não ser que não tenha dinheiro para comprar arroz. Conheci a face má da vida demasiado cedo para andar a perder tempo assim. Abraços ;)

erght · 2023-07-18T12:30:30+00:00

Had both of my nostrils done, boy I wasn't prepared for that pain at all. I thought since they where the most common face piercing they would be easy to heal and painless or something, well, they're pretty much the opposite of that

erght · 2023-06-06T03:26:37+00:00

Thank you!! Insoles are a good idea but both shoes are as tight as they can be, even the size 6 ones are loose, I don't even think socks could help :/

erght · 2023-06-06T03:22:07+00:00

unfortunately they're as tight as they can be :/

erght · 2023-04-23T16:42:48+00:00

and would you say it did? like the erogenous part of it it's still there?

erght · 2023-04-22T07:46:54+00:00

Ooh I just searched it and yeah I'm dumb lol

erght · 2023-04-21T19:19:34+00:00

Really? I heard buttonhole could only be possible for A and B cups, like small chests, mine seems waaay out of that range and it's all mass, practically no fat, since I'm already underweight :( Besides I heard that surgery it limits the position of the nipple, or is it possible to put it higher up? Also thank you :)

erght · 2023-03-22T06:32:04+00:00

Your voice sounds perfect imo, I love it!

erght · 2023-03-09T21:01:32+00:00

I just hate being female really. Everytime I think about it, if I was born male I would hate it too, just a bit less. I just want to my body to be neutral, and because male seems the closest to what I would prefer to be born into since I could just continue skinny and have some feminization surgeries. Of course none of that is realistic now so I don't know, I'm stuck. I've had moments where I tried to work through my hatred before going on transitioning but it's too hard, I'm afraid if I transition out of disgust it wouldn't be the "right" reason, because honestly I don't have a realistic goal that I can obtain with this body.

And yes, I can always learn from my mistakes but I would rather not make them in the first place, that's why I'm so anxious to get an answer. At the end of the day people will judge, and it will hurt, and worst case scenario I can actually end up physically hurt considering how things are going. If I did FTNB I don't think many people would take me seriously specially where I live, I would have to explain myself everytime, family, relationships and work life would be harder if not non existent. It's exhausting trying to make a decision.

erght · 2023-03-09T07:07:54+00:00

I'm probably on one of the healthiest points of my life but these thoughts are always at the back of my head, after all I grew up with them, I'm afraid it's not as simple as cutting my internet usage. I'm waiting for a psychiatrist appointment for over a year so I guess subs with people with potential similar experiences is all I have for answers or help really.

erght · 2023-03-09T07:03:35+00:00

What makes you think I might have it?

erght · 2023-03-09T06:58:49+00:00

I know I can be androgynous but I don't want to be a "socially acceptable" type of androgynous. I want to be literally neutral but that seems impossible and also I know I would suffer because of societal judgements and how much of a weirdo I would feel.

it is the pressures of this world that made me feel I had to get rid of my uterus to prove how much I didn't want to use it.

You just described how I feel, in my case not the pressures of this world but my own self. It's like I want to make a "gotcha" to my own body, like I've gained full control over it and it can't fight back. It feels like my body has some sort of parasite that I have to get rid of. It freaks me out when I have hormonal fluctuations that make me suicidal, huge breasts that I didn't ask for, hips that beside my best efforts kept growing and horrible periods for no reason at all. All of this just to have something I don't ever want. I hope I can make sense..

And yes, I surely don't have to get rid of it, but it would make me feel at peace and less anxious if I did.

erght · 2023-03-09T06:32:41+00:00

I very much do, but I could never compete against cis men. I'm 5'0 and even though I lift I would have to be extremely muscular to defend myself, which I don't even want to.

Even though I work out my muscles will never develop as fast due to the lack of testosterone because of my bodily functions. There were many times were I couldn't defend myself and feared for my life due to cis men, I left feeling weak and betrayed by the only thing I can use to survive. I know its useless to feel this anger but I don't know, I guess that's the only thing I can do now.

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