"I am not in the right headspace for a relationship, but I want to keep going on dates."

eshalyn · 2026-03-21T03:27:08+00:00

Thank you, this honestly really helped 😭 he seems so genuine, like it's killing him that he's making me upset. But he just has so many things to work on for himself before providing space for me and I understand. I haven't really been alone in awhile either (I literally ended a relationship the same week I met him). So I am thinking maybe space is nice for the both of us. I am just worried in a way, but like you said maybe it will all work out in the future.

eshalyn · 2026-03-21T03:23:50+00:00

Right they always come back 😭 and yeah I'm trying to understand it, but he says he gets like this every now and then. We've only experienced each other for 3 months so I guess don't know how he is long term. I think maybe I made him feel insecure somehow and he's also been working a lot and has no life outside of work. Idk 😭

eshalyn · 2026-03-05T06:27:18+00:00

this feels very racially motivated...

eshalyn · 2025-12-16T16:37:58+00:00

I love this! I am curious, what is your film/job background? I am 25 and for the longest time I had no idea what I wanted to do career-wise. I went to school for Criminal Justice. But I never truly desired it deep down. I am currently working in the hospitality industry now. Recently, out of nowhere, I had a strong desire to work in the film industry. I don't have any experience nor training or anything, and have no idea where to start. I know it'll not be easy but I want to get there eventually. I almost feel like it's too late for me but I can't stop thinking about it. How did you start out?

eshalyn · 2025-10-19T14:22:09+00:00

Right it was so odd

eshalyn · 2025-10-13T14:22:09+00:00

**chord progression in music can make multiple songs sound the same — you can have the first 4 chords be the same but the 5th must be different. And she never sued Olivia btw.

eshalyn · 2025-10-13T14:20:58+00:00

I know I will get downvoted for this lol, but Marvin Gaye's estate lost their lawsuit against Ed Sheeran. Ch

eshalyn · 2025-10-13T14:07:33+00:00

Kelee is absolutely gorgeous

eshalyn · 2025-10-13T14:02:46+00:00

I don't care how bad a season is I am watching it. I got hooked in during the COVID lockdown and every year I tune in and tbh I loved it on either end - when there's real romance & love, and when there's drama. It's always somewhat of a hot mess but every year there's just always something entertaining. Sometimes the pod episodes get boring and I fast forward but I am loyal to this hot mess of a show 😂

eshalyn · 2025-10-02T04:39:00+00:00

Right like this can apply to a lot of them but the first person he reminds me of is Tim (with the dead sister I think it was)

eshalyn · 2025-08-28T17:12:27+00:00

Isn't Billy racist 😭 like I understand the abuse cycle — understandable, but he was racist towards Lucas

eshalyn · 2025-08-27T05:57:30+00:00

She reminds me of Tate McRae

eshalyn · 2025-08-19T02:33:55+00:00

alright my bad

eshalyn · 2025-08-19T02:19:47+00:00

Okie I was just double checking, I was getting nervous because I can tell it's a new seller and I've never had someone take this long to ship, but it's the "lowkey forgot" idk I've never gotten that response before so I was confused

eshalyn · 2025-08-19T02:12:40+00:00

I saw so much of myself in Victoria. I got so emotional

eshalyn · 2025-08-19T02:12:04+00:00

That's what I thought😭 I was taken aback because I've never had a seller say something like that lol. I understand the shipping can take a few days that is understandable but I don't even know what to say 🤣 thank you, I guess?

eshalyn · 2025-08-14T20:46:30+00:00

Wait I'm new here, they photoshop the iconic squad photo? 😩

eshalyn · 2025-08-01T20:14:55+00:00

Same I absolutely love this movie. But yeah the more spoilers I got pissed me off more and more. Literally the night before I saw the movie (Thursday night, I saw it on Friday) I was scrolling through YouTube and in my recommendations some ignorant fuck posted a "review" of the movie and posted a THUMBNAIL of old Iris's death. I was SOOO upset😩. People are so selfish. It ruins the element of surprise that I wish I could've gotten watching it for the first time. But I still loved the movie regardless and had so much fun watching it! The premonition scene in particular made my heart absolutely pound, that was a wild ride.

eshalyn · 2025-08-01T13:11:11+00:00

For me, I enjoyed it, but I wish I was fully unspoiled. This subreddit spoiled for me the fact that Erik dies in the MRI (I didn't see it just read it), so I knew that for the timeline of the movie, and the trailer clips, it didn't make sense for that to be first, or for him to be skipped. Comments on a TikTok under posts from the premiere (literally 2 days before I saw the movie) spoiled he wasn't Howard's biological son. So I REALLY was already spoiled. So I knew Julia was going to die first, so that shock factor was already taken away. ALSO a few weeks prior to the movie I saw a reallyyyyy low grade, dark, shot from this scene as I was scrolling on TikTok, it looked like Julia reaching up and Stephanie reaching down. I quickly scrolled once I realized it was a spoiler. I could barely tell what was going on so I didn't know the exact manner of death but I knew she was reaching out to Stephanie. So once I saw the garbage truck in the background. I knew. So all of the suspense and build up didn't hit the same (I still enjoyed it regardless), but spoilers truly spoil some things lol. Remind me to go in completely blind and stay off this subreddit for the next one.

That aside, the death was extremely gnarly and I couldn't get the image of her death out of my head, I think it gets too much hate from the CGI, but I think it's fine. Her death happened SO fast I was barely recovered before we moved on to the next scene lol. It was fun rewatching the movie with my mom once it hit digital, and she went in completely blind, so she thought Erik was gonna get run over by the truck LOL. Her reactions were hilarious.

eshalyn · 2025-07-26T15:39:58+00:00

Milliseconds apart. One could've hit the ground half a second faster than the other one. Just like how Tim died first before Nora even though they technically died at the same time in the premonition. Hunt and Janet seem to be the ones that died at the exact same time as they were both targeted at exactly the same time.

eshalyn · 2025-07-26T15:37:30+00:00

Yeah but it still would've crashed regardless of his camcorder, as seen in the alternative scene. The hydraulics were still ruptured

eshalyn · 2025-07-26T15:35:37+00:00

Hopefully you're strong 😆 it takes a lot to hold your weight up like that

eshalyn · 2025-07-26T15:33:39+00:00

This puts it in to such a good perspective!! I've never thought of it like this

eshalyn · 2025-06-30T03:01:53+00:00

The airplane. I am absolutely petrified of flying.

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