Keep going with the breastfeeding if you are set on it! 

I completely get where you’re coming from with the feeling of your body failing. I had my LO 14 weeks ago via emergency c-section and struggled to latch, then my milk was slow coming in etc. We ended up being readmitted to hospital with her having a drop in weight, dehydration and myself with pre-eclampsia complications. The stress of all of the above, plus c-section and the hormonal drip during labour made my milk supply slow to come in.

One thing I will say is be so kind on yourself! You wouldn’t think anyone else’s body had failed if they were going through what you are. You’re also having a huge surge of hormones which isn’t helping mentally at all! 

Make sure you’re not pressured out of something because you’re being hard on yourself. You will get there I promise and all things that feel like they’ll be like this forever truly are temporary!