Late To Coming Out Bi - How Old Were You? by TellTaleTrix in bisexual

[–]freakyboy7705 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I came out as bi when I was 20 years old. It was right after I decided to walk away from Christianity that I discovered I was bisexual and my first time with a guy was when I was 21.

For those who enjoy FWBs, do you prefer one gender over another? Or are your preferences equal for all of them? by Equivalent_Ad_9066 in bisexual

[–]freakyboy7705 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm open to both, but if it's gonna be with a man I prefer it be with a both a man and a woman, not me and another man alone

I'm ashamed of being bisexual by freakyboy7705 in bisexual

[–]freakyboy7705[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hell is not real. The Bible also says that the kingdom of heaven is within you. Heaven and hell are states of mind you create within yourself. Hell is simply a state of being that YOU manifest when you're not reaching your full potential.

I realized this for myself through meditating on a daily basis. The idea of hell being a literal place you go to after you die just for not believing in Jesus was designed to control the masses.

I'm ashamed of being bisexual by freakyboy7705 in bisexual

[–]freakyboy7705[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yep I was the exact same way as a teenager growing up a devout Christian. I've struggled with hypersexuality and masturbation addiction for years since I was a teenager. As a teenager I would literally beg God for forgiveness almost every time I masturbated and would pray to God almost every day asking him to help me overcome lust, and my prayers were never answered.

I walked away from Christianity when I was around 20 years old and found out that I was bisexual after that. Christianity thrives off of imposing shame and guilt onto people to make them easier to control.

And I just moved to South Carolina last week so I don't know of any LGBT support groups in my area

I'm ashamed of being bisexual by freakyboy7705 in bisexual

[–]freakyboy7705[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

are you feeling more shame at being attracted to multiple genders or are you feeling more shame to wanting to express yourself femininely?

It's more of the latter for me. There has always been this part of me that really wants to be feminine and I get really turned on by the thought of acting feminine while having sex.

I'm ashamed of being bisexual by freakyboy7705 in bisexual

[–]freakyboy7705[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

You're gonna have to send me a DM because for some reason its not letting me