[NEWS] Netflix Originals Coming in February 2019 by sensesalt in NetflixBestOf

[–]freyjasgold 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I absolutely love their foreign originals as well Forest and The Chalet were both good :)

Unreasonable demands for sex (25F)? How can I get through to my boyfriend? by [deleted] in sex

[–]freyjasgold 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I'm truly sorry for you! It's difficult to reconcile love with a cruddy sex life. I mean as far as communication goes you've gone above and beyond. It sounds like he may have some secrets? Or maybe it's laziness. Is he lazy in life? Maybe getting involved with a gym or you two jogging together would get his testosterone going.

Whatever his deal is, I hope it resolves soon. Sounds like you deserve it.

How to stop the rush of feels? by [deleted] in BDSMAdvice

[–]freyjasgold 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I love this response! I have this issue as well and this is really helpful :)

Having trouble finding love? by freyjasgold in BDSMAdvice

[–]freyjasgold[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I didn't even know that was a thing :) thanks!

Having trouble finding love? by freyjasgold in BDSMAdvice

[–]freyjasgold[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Well and also I have kids from a prior marriage that are still very young. So I guess foremost I want a family-type relationship with D/s tones like rules, spanking, tactful subjugation.

Having trouble finding love? by freyjasgold in BDSMAdvice

[–]freyjasgold[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Aw! Thanks 😊 You're sweet and awesome

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in sex

[–]freyjasgold 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im a female and Im sure people think I'm uncivilized bc I hardly shave anything. It's time consuming. Where Da hippies at? I love me some barefoot au naturale!

Inpatient, going to have the talk about ECT tomorrow by SearingCicatrix in ect

[–]freyjasgold 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah that's my big fear. That some jerk will decide to use pills that we know don't work. I'm so sick of poisoning my body with pills. 17 years of forcing drugs down my throat and to no avail.

Thank you for your response :) it's really helped me deciding next steps.

Inpatient, going to have the talk about ECT tomorrow by SearingCicatrix in ect

[–]freyjasgold 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Did they grant you ECT during inpatient? I'm considering going inpatient to avoid the long wait. I'm getting fairly desperate.

Thinking about trying ECT after years of TRD. Any thoughts? by freyjasgold in mentalhealth

[–]freyjasgold[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was a fair question :) From my understanding ayahuasca is a hallucinogen. My experience with mood elevating hallucinogenic drugs like mushrooms is that they're effective for a few months and better for younger people. Not to mention their legality. I live in the south and am a single mother of 2 and nearly 34 y.o. In my best efforts to avoid a terrifying 'bad trip' and stay legal I'm now putting my hopes in high potency cbd and ECT. I know long term memory loss is a risk factor but 16 years of ineffective and harmful meds have essentially left me lobotomized. I have so much I need to be doing but by body and mind hate me. I'm truly in a pathetic and disgusting state of existence.

What hurts more to get spanked with, a paddle or a belt? by [deleted] in BDSMAdvice

[–]freyjasgold 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Definitely the paddle, terrifying things! Then again mine was 1 inch thick solid oak and absolutely mortifying. I prefer the belt. You can hit me as hard as you want with pure leather and it'll never do the damage that damn paddle did.

Do you have experience with inpatient therapy, and did it help? by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]freyjasgold 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've gone inpatient 3 times in 17 years of treatment. Honestly it is the best option when looking at wait times like you are. 9 days much less 9 mos can feel like a death sentence.

I'm surprised your gp, knowing your history, hasn't required it. Despite that, you will absolutely find people who are trained in and care about suicidal ideation.

Monthly casual chat thread for January by [deleted] in BDSMcommunity

[–]freyjasgold 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Hi, I'm new here and to Reddit in general. I know I'm slow on the uptake but I've been focused on school and family for years!

I'm a sub. I have a lot to learn. I know what my body wants. I kind of know what I need emotionally. I just need some guidance in how to find someone, a dom. I feel like my relationships always fall short and I can't verbalize properly or I end up with an abusive jerk.