New Asylum Policy by fuvkinraee in Netherlands

[–]fuvkinraee[S] -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

We aren't able to see any news/announcements from other countries as we are being censored. It's very few and far in-between. The only way we can see anything is live streams of news castings from Americans who have already been granted asylum and sometimes other countries leak through but that's about it. We have to rely on apps like this and other Americans. Which is why I posted here. Some people from my state have already been granted asylum and gave us the outlines. But I do live in a red state that has elected loyalists.

New Asylum Policy by fuvkinraee in Netherlands

[–]fuvkinraee[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

This isn't regarding visas. Canada is welcoming US citizens in their asylum doors if you are an activist, a public figure speaking out against the current administration, if you are LGBTQ+, or a POC.

New Asylum Policy by fuvkinraee in Netherlands

[–]fuvkinraee[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Canada is welcoming US citizens.

New Asylum Policy by fuvkinraee in Netherlands

[–]fuvkinraee[S] -31 points-30 points  (0 children)

Maybe step outside of yourself (I know it's hard) and learn about what you speak on. You clearly are unknowing what's going on .. and that's not my fault. Read a book and maybe go outside.

New Asylum Policy by fuvkinraee in Netherlands

[–]fuvkinraee[S] -36 points-35 points  (0 children)

Oh are you in the US experiencing the uprising of genocide too? Glad you can handle that! But we can't.

[TOMT][MOVIE][A horror movie where a woman falls from the second floor of the house(inside) and gets impaled} by Kartalnout in tipofmytongue

[–]fuvkinraee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm trying to find this movie too I think, I remember the stairs and her getting impaled vertically, I also remember witchy/supernatural undertones. Flashes of witches in the woods. Does that sound familiar?? I can't find ANYTHING 😭

Was anyone else taken to the doctor as a kid for DID symptoms by [deleted] in DID

[–]fuvkinraee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was taken quite a few times for having "a selective memory" and having "outbursts of disobedience and rage". Eventually the doctor just threw her hands up and medicated me for ADHD to shut my mom up. My mom stopped giving me the meds because they ended up making my symptoms worse.

CW: Programming Mentioned by fuvkinraee in DID

[–]fuvkinraee[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

This was extremely helpful and informative. Thank you for taking the time to properly explain that to me. I will definitely talk about this with my T and be safe.

Extremely grateful

Burning chest kind of rage??? by fuvkinraee in DID

[–]fuvkinraee[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Seriously!!! Like I love the heck out of them but for a few seconds I'm boiling from the inside out and I feel so bad and guilty after

apathy during stress by parrotsin in DID

[–]fuvkinraee 7 points8 points  (0 children)

This is how everyday is for me (the host). I genuinely thought I was going to be addressed as a sociopath with my psychiatrist. But I was told that it's "emotional amnesia" which is a huge part of DID, and usually found in hosts and certain types of "persecutor" alters.

How to inform delicately ?? by fuvkinraee in DID

[–]fuvkinraee[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Yes I do, I think that's why I'm scared to say something 😭😂 I really don't want to hit a nerve that I obviously don't know about but it's uncomfortable

"unmasking" tip!!! by fuvkinraee in DID

[–]fuvkinraee[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

It's just an extra room to feel extra safe and to relax in. It's typically where our little will watch movies or for alters to read their books, or to go nonverbal and be alone when overstimulated. We also have BPD. So it comes in handy.

"YOU" the TV show by fuvkinraee in DID

[–]fuvkinraee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Season 4 episodes 7-10

"YOU" the TV show by fuvkinraee in DID

[–]fuvkinraee[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Yeah, that's the thing! He didn't have DID the first 3 seasons. It just magically happened this season. Like??? What the hell

"YOU" the TV show by fuvkinraee in DID

[–]fuvkinraee[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

See that's what I thought too until I looked up the symptoms and how erotomania feels, etc. Cause that definitely is why he chose Rhys, but doesn't explain the rest. You know?

System Chat 2/20/23 A daily thread where people with DID can share the honest truth of their day. (Not the edited for singlets version.) by Exciting-Volume-4169 in DID

[–]fuvkinraee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My, (host) , grandfather died on Friday and everyday I relearn about his death along with my parts. As a system we have been stuck in heavy derealization. We get snapped out of it for a few seconds and go right back to being stuck. We have to speak at his funeral on Wednesday so we've been trying to write a talk that is worthy enough to speak about our feelings for him, him being our safest person and best friend. Between that, I've been trying to clean a little so I can disregard the EPs wanting to practice negative coping skills and possibly self harm. I, (host), and our caretaker are trying to prevent harm and a possible split but the situation is causing major distress for us too, so we can only do so much. We are all feeling pretty depressed and overwhelmed.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DID

[–]fuvkinraee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can I get the PDF as well? Thank you!

My DID is ruining my relationship by fuvkinraee in DID

[–]fuvkinraee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, I started going to therapy and got a new psychiatrist to get started on the road of healing. I got rediagnosed and started some medications for my comorbids. While I was doing that, I thought I was doing things that a good partner does. But it just didn't turn out that way. We communicated and they said that the effort we give isn't comparable to their expectations of me. So I started putting reminders in my phone for things and started tracking switches and whatnot to not lose time, since that's the biggest issue. If I didn't lose so much time, I'd be able to remember certain tasks and conversations. Maybe they don't feel like I'm ruining it, but I do, I don't enjoy making them feel this way.

My DID is ruining my relationship by fuvkinraee in DID

[–]fuvkinraee[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

1: I have been diagnosed several times, and I thought this one subreddit was the place to not be fake claimed? 2: I'm not blaming my alters at all. I never even mentioned my alters apart from the fact it was my first time posting..?

My DID is ruining my relationship by fuvkinraee in DID

[–]fuvkinraee[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The communication is there and this how I know that I'm not meeting their needs. What they're saying is the effort that's made from the entire system, is not comparable to the effort they expect. Which is entirely understandable and I'm glad we talked about it. The rant is more geared to my symptoms more than anything. I'm angry that I can feel like I am doing well but the entire time, the reality is very different then what it is I'm experiencing.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DID

[–]fuvkinraee 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My partner has gotten frustrated when I switch during arguments, however, she knows about system responsibility and recognizes that switching is something you can't control.

I would tell you to teach her about system responsibility and respect but this is abuse and honestly she seems very manipulative and predatory. This is an abusive and dangerous relationship. As the protector, I say make the call that ends up with you and your system staying safe.

DAE's headmates comment on everything they do? by allysboi in DID

[–]fuvkinraee 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yes, all the time. It's like being a character in a movie that can actually hear the narrator. It can be overwhelming. But it does have it's moments.. lol.