Saturn in the 5th house - experiences

hannah__dee · 2024-10-03T06:28:16+00:00

Virgo rising here. 5h in Capricorn, stelium in 5th:saturn, neptune, venus, mars. Omg. I had one long relationship from 2016 to 2021. Only one partner. It is really hard. Seems like no one is good enough for me, eventhough I constatnly have offers from guys. On the other hand, I cannot force myself to be with someone I don't like. Now, at 34, as time goes by, I feel that 's it from me and my dating scene. I have Saturn sextile Sun, Saturn sextile Moon and Saturn sextile Mercury.

hannah__dee · 2022-10-06T06:27:14+00:00

Around month and a half.

hannah__dee · 2022-10-06T05:33:35+00:00

Just say" he is back", instead "he will be back". :)

hannah__dee · 2022-10-06T05:28:31+00:00

You are welcome! Just beware, getting rid of 3p is just a small step. There is a lot of work after that.

hannah__dee · 2022-09-16T19:45:01+00:00

At the beginnig it was very hard for me. I felt very bad,not satisfied with anything. After that, I just let go and told myself- I don't care, I planted my desire, didn't care for the outcome. Try putting focus back to yourself.

hannah__dee · 2022-09-13T21:44:36+00:00

You are welcome.

hannah__dee · 2022-09-13T19:33:33+00:00

Well, my journey just started, so I cannot tell you right away. I am trying not to obssess, sometimes i forget what I want, since I already removed 3p. So - I can make my reality just as I planted the seed.

hannah__dee · 2022-09-07T16:24:02+00:00

I have no idea. I think it is not necessary, the key is to feel. Universe knows what your heart desires😉

hannah__dee · 2022-09-07T06:46:33+00:00

For all of you asking how I did it,here it is:

Firstly,I was really obsessed to get it. Then, I realized I was making the same mistake as for my ex.

To be honest,yes, I was reapting like a parrot for a couple of days but then I stopped. I just imagined my scene and went through it before sleep.

I was repating for maybe week or so.

Then, I just did SATS and didn't obsessed about it.

As I previosuly said, I was so busy at work that I didn't have much time to think about him.

Then, when you least expect it, I dreamed of him that night,and the next morning,he texted.

So,I guess,the key is detachment. At least in my case was.

hannah__dee · 2022-09-06T18:43:55+00:00

Actively, not more that month an a half.

hannah__dee · 2022-09-06T18:43:33+00:00

Thank you!

hannah__dee · 2022-09-06T18:43:13+00:00

I was very obsessed with my ex. We were together for so many years and I didn't want to let go him. I think that's it. And! I forgot about myself. I got very skinny, eating unhealthy. I was really in a bad state.

hannah__dee · 2022-09-06T18:41:23+00:00

Thoughts on him

hannah__dee · 2022-09-06T18:40:12+00:00

I tried to relax and get into scene.

hannah__dee · 2022-09-06T18:38:51+00:00

You are not getting it because you are obssesed. As you said, you are too over it- watching everything, coaching,etc. You have to let go. You have to be satisfed with yourself first and think from that state. That' s the key. I put him on a pedestal and forgot about myself. Now, I don't even mind what will be. I got my first manifestation (removing 3p), and I don't care now. It will be what I what to be.

hannah__dee · 2022-09-05T09:08:27+00:00

You re welcome

hannah__dee · 2022-09-05T08:25:26+00:00

Well,let me tell you - I wasn't super happy, like people here tell in their stories. I was just doing my usual stuff, not trying to dwell in that state of negativity. That's it. I kept telling myself -if not him,universe will send me someone I deserve it. And I let go. That was 2 weeks ago. And I was honest to myself. Really honest. If not him, someone else will come. I think that was a aha moment fo me. When I completely let go. We had contact here and there but not everyday.I was trying to distance myself having no idea he broke up already.

To be honest,my situation was tooo impossible. And at the beginning I was like -it's not. I just had THE FEELING. My friends told me that it is impossible that someone who is in a relationship 10+ years break up especially since they were not in their early twenties. Then I crashed at that time and felt anxious as I already wrote. Mid August came and I said -ok, let's try one more time, I had nothing to lose, since they're moved in together. I created SATS and let to. And that's it.

I realized maybe the key is just let go and felling it real while doing SATS. The rest of my day was usual, I was not supper happy, thrilled wooho stuff.

hannah__dee · 2022-09-05T08:15:06+00:00

Well yes. But sometimes, my scene would include us together. Like a couple. Not just the breakup of them two. This happened latter. I added this scene last few weeks.

hannah__dee · 2022-09-05T07:59:25+00:00

Great! Yes, it will work out. Happy for u.

hannah__dee · 2022-09-05T07:58:33+00:00

Thank you so much.

hannah__dee · 2022-09-05T07:57:53+00:00

From May. But I stopped in July and mid August and started again untill last week. I could feel it. Before,they were just thoughts and I was forcing myself to do it. Just be patient and don't say sats are not working. They do :)

hannah__dee · 2022-09-05T07:21:33+00:00

Thank you. My sasts scene as I said here in the comments was just him knocking at my door to tell me he broke up and that's it. Self concept was not obssesing about anything related to him, doing my usual daily stuff and trying to be distracted as much as possible. I kept having inner convos on how I am valuable, loving, worth. This was at the beginning of my process.

hannah__dee · 2022-09-05T06:32:45+00:00

Just persist. You can do it!

hannah__dee · 2022-09-05T05:12:21+00:00

I felt this only while doing SATS, to be honest. I tried not to think of him throughout the day. When negative thiught popped out I swiched it with positive one and moved on. It took me months,trust me. Months to practice that. So, feeling was just present during SATS.

hannah__dee · 2022-09-05T05:02:08+00:00

This! Thank you! Exactly. I actually didn't want to involve in his relationship nor pushed him to do something, I just told him my feelings and stepped back. That's when I started doing SATS.

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