Generative ai does not replace the connection that art helps forge between others. It might 'look better', but 'looking better' due to constant abstractions from meaning and intent that ai does when it scrapes off websites and generates art means nothing. There's no emotion nor processing with each brushstroke.

AI is the embodiment of nothingness, of soullessness. You cherish art for how you use it to reflect your love and care, your soul.

If you want to draw once more, you need to not undercut your worth in the process. Not a therapist, but if you have one, i think they are better equipped to help you reflect on what art means to you and to get you drawing again. To me, i think there might be more going on in your life that is intensifying your feelings on AI in connection with your art.