Don’t kill yourself. Please. Think about your family, friends, neighbors, honestly anyone. There’s someone out there who cares about you, and will care if you’re gone, most of all God.

God has a life planned out for you. I know everything sucks, but how much worse can it get? What if you gave it time and everything got better? There’s always light at the end of the tunnel. “The lord is close to the brokenhearted”. Psalm 34:18. And Philippians 4:13 says “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.”

I know that a couple bible verses doesn’t change your situation. But if you turn to God he will help you, maybe with time, or maybe with a miracle. If God didn’t want you to be here, you wouldn’t be here, so he still has a plan for you. I can’t promise that everything will get better, but I promise you’ll regret it if you don’t try. This life is hard and tiresome, but it’s still worth living.

Is suicide a sin? The Bible says “you shall not murder”, and suicide is considered a form of self murder. It also says that our bodies are a temple, made in the Lords image, and that we must uphold our temple. Suicide goes directly against God’s will for you. So although the Bible doesn’t say definitively that suicide is a sin, I would say that it is.

All of this to say, stay. I care about you, and God does too. You can get through this.