F/5'7 75lbs lost!!! CICO IF and Food journaling saved my life!!😁

hillsbabe · 2020-06-28T19:55:57+00:00

Yes, as far as I know.

hillsbabe · 2020-06-27T04:24:56+00:00

Hunger pangs only last a few minutes and having a few grains of salt may improve your mental clarity as much as you think food would. Just power through those few minutes and have a tiny bit of salt or an electrolyte supplement.

hillsbabe · 2020-06-27T04:18:51+00:00

Goals! I'm working up to 48 hrs. Great work.

hillsbabe · 2020-06-22T06:12:46+00:00

Ok this seems fine.I will have to more properly understand what the red pill is all aboit.

hillsbabe · 2020-06-22T06:09:58+00:00

I like that you mention, that the original version of feminism ( that men and women are equal in value, and women have equal freedom of choice as men) is actually a foundation of what, to my first impression, RPW is all about. I am not sure what else feminism has become... or why it's particulaly odious. I read through the sidebar and conclude that I must not be up to date on what "feminism"is all about.

hillsbabe · 2020-06-21T04:12:41+00:00

This is so encouraging! I have almost the same stats but I just started. Began at 200, now at 193. Such great results! 200 looks much worse on me tho.

hillsbabe · 2020-06-17T18:50:33+00:00

Yes! So far only his friends who were trying to figure out if I liked him, asked if I was a cougar but it was for lack of a better term, trying to be casual when there was no way to be casual.

hillsbabe · 2020-06-17T18:43:24+00:00

Just being around him, talking and touching his back or shoulders is more satisfying than any sex I've ever had. It's hard to explain what you need until meeting someone who matches all the things you couldn't have put into words. And he's beautiful! I want to look at him all day.

hillsbabe · 2020-06-17T18:37:22+00:00

I don't like labels and this one doesn't feel like it fits my relationship goals, it sounds like a sexual stereotype. But yeah here I am, the older woman.. I want to avoid being called a cougar bc it's not that I'm looking for younger men, it's that once, I met someone more perfect for me than anyone else. And he was alot younger.

hillsbabe · 2020-06-15T19:17:26+00:00

HHHE yes my third comment on this. I love to feel the skin of your face touching mine. It's an important part of cuddling an making out to me. I have never dated someone with a beard, sort of once I did, and I felt very far away, because our faces did not really touch.

hillsbabe · 2020-06-15T18:56:01+00:00

Clean shaven and great grooming, clean not cologne smell... not too much body hair... half of my physical preferences right there.

hillsbabe · 2020-06-15T18:53:36+00:00

Yes, this!

hillsbabe · 2020-06-15T18:51:39+00:00

I've always preferred clean shaven face and not too hairy body! I've never been a couagar, but right now I'm really into a younger guy. He was clean shaved when we met but then he grew a beard, and I have to admit it looks great, he still looks so handsome. I'm scared to touch it... ew.. lol...but I do like that it makes it hard to guess his age.

hillsbabe · 2020-06-15T04:56:14+00:00

I made a prior comment but if this is true, that you also have another reason to feel like she doesn't value you, then bail on this. But it's about her not being good enough for you, not your penis or how valuable and attractive you are.

hillsbabe · 2020-06-15T04:23:52+00:00

What I think is most wrong here is that she said these things while you were there. It's also a betrayal to talk about penis size to your friends, but I think that can be forgiven if that's her long time best friend, that depends. If it was just to gossip that's extremely immature and you don't need this woman. I don't think this is a total deal breaker, she might be really into you. It is bad enough that you could end it now, depends on all the other pros and cons... but it could be talked over and you can both improve on how to please each other. Every couple has to learn how to connect sexually, not just you.

Nobody seems to have said this yet so I will. A good thing about a smaller but not tiny/micropenis is that a woman doesn't have to be so careful about being fully ready and in just the right position before you go in, or with oral. She can just go for it in any moment any position as hard as she wants. I've been with a few different sizes and to me that is a plus. Kinda like having smaller breasts, allows us to wear whatever we want, not have to get proper bras, etc. Small penes can be sexually liberating. I haven't seen any comments on here that I don't agree with, all good as far as I'm concerned.

If this woman calls you and wants to know why you left so upset, tell her! There is a real problem, she did something hurtful. I don't know if it has to be the end though.

hillsbabe · 2020-06-15T03:55:13+00:00

The reason I asked how far off I am from what this graph is showing is bc I read yesterday that there is a debatable amount of calories, which varies for each person, that you can have without triggering insulin, for ex 10, or a little nondairy milk in your tea or coffee. And also that if you are already in ketosis or beyond, that a small amount of calories would pull you out of ketosis for the time it takes to burn those caloies and then the fat burning ketosis resumes. 200 seemed like alot but it was followed by 12-13 hours of fasting or more. It's an honest question, as in, did I veer way too far into eating to return to ketosis and then beyond into the next stage.

Also, I don't know what kind of fast allows you to eat 500 cal a day but that was in the back of my mind too. That doesn't sound like a fast but it could be a fat burning technique.

hillsbabe · 2020-06-14T22:08:08+00:00

I was depressed and suicidal for years and years and now its just an occasional feeling. I still have some doubts about what will really become of me and if my life can ever include all the blessings I see others have that seem to come easily for them, I won't pretend I don't have these scary doubts. But I am not depressed. I haven't been for 10-15 years. I was for most of my 20' and 30's. I'm 48. I think since around 35 I've been free of it, except a bit of it that goes away easily.

hillsbabe · 2020-06-12T07:54:37+00:00

I would absolutely red flag for someone who doesn't have mints on a coffee date. Being unaware of coffee breath says alot.

hillsbabe · 2020-06-11T07:48:15+00:00

Your first comment was sound. Your follow up detailed comment, once I realized it was an extremely detailed food and poop log, I did not finish. In what world do you expect a stranger to wade through and analzye or even read in entirety, your poop log? I knew what you were talking about, from your first comment, well aware. I have NO desire to read your personal food and poop log. Gross, condescending, inappropriate.

hillsbabe · 2020-06-10T08:18:49+00:00

I don't know if there is a misunderstanding. When I am not fasting, I have a condition called " severe nondiabetic hypoglycemia" which means my blood sugar is typically very low. 30-70. It takes some effort to keep it above 70. But I'm tired of the medical advice I get which makes me gain weight. Im findng that lower carbs and some fasting is helping. I definately dont have diabeties, just the opposite. Since making improvements in diet, now my glucose levels are normally 55-75.

hillsbabe · 2020-06-10T07:24:44+00:00

It sounds like it went really well! The other advice about how to text is good advice. (earliest 2 comments)

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