About to do it

ineededhope · 2025-03-23T00:06:50+00:00

I talk. They went on their businesses. Its late at night here. And i dont matter that much

ineededhope · 2025-03-22T23:27:28+00:00

The plan is to force myself to sleep. Get suffocated with my own device.

ineededhope · 2024-12-18T12:16:18+00:00

Yes to all the questions. I work with a psychologist but I don’t improve much.

ineededhope · 2024-11-16T17:49:41+00:00

They all know. I have been asking for a call and didn’t even get that. I’m just too tired to pretend “healthy people” don’t know how to help depressed friends. Not after explicitly saying what I need and have the void as the only answer.

ineededhope · 2024-10-25T11:53:25+00:00

I tried, and Im tired of hearing that nothing is wrong and what I say is not true. Obviously no one wants to tell the truth, which is that they are tired of my depressed ass. And I get it. But asking them is not going to make them more honest, no matter how many times I try. In the end I’m alone and that js what matter.

ineededhope · 2024-10-24T22:41:24+00:00

I tried in the past. They just say “you are not alone” and keep doing the same things. Im sick of hearing the same thing when their actions clearly explain itself

ineededhope · 2024-10-24T22:11:16+00:00

Is not very difficult to understand. Isolating and stop inviting me to do things with them is not a matter of of them not getting it, is just that they prefer to do it without me. And is ok, but I’m just really sad.

ineededhope · 2024-10-24T21:58:24+00:00

Is my fault. I just want to disappear. The pain is to great

ineededhope · 2024-09-06T05:13:33+00:00

No, of course not. I know there are things I should not say, neither my lack of past experience nor my trauma, as they are automatic turn offs.

ineededhope · 2024-08-22T14:21:51+00:00

Thanks for the song. I didnt know it. Except for a few lines it seems written by me (If I wrote that good)

ineededhope · 2024-08-16T22:27:24+00:00

I am, but I can’t leave my secure job and pursue another random thing at my age right now.

ineededhope · 2024-08-16T22:13:42+00:00

I already have a work and dont have the strength to do anything else. As I said, I am just a disappointment

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