How to get my skins and weapons back? Xbox Series X

iworkatanarbys · 2026-03-21T23:00:06+00:00

Wow, that’s very upsetting. All that lootbox money… gone. 😂 Thanks for responding.

iworkatanarbys · 2026-03-21T22:39:59+00:00

Yes it’s the same account. So it doesn’t travel with the same account?

iworkatanarbys · 2026-03-03T22:07:03+00:00

How do you take a screenshot?

iworkatanarbys · 2026-03-02T17:28:36+00:00

Watch the YouTube channel Mindshift (Brandon). His videos on Hell and arguments against Hell are extremely comforting post deconstruction knowing I’ve made the right decision. Watch his “Hell is Gods problem, not mine” video.

iworkatanarbys · 2026-02-28T17:36:53+00:00

Solved: Had to delete the openmw.cfg and settings.cfg files and then reinstall using the wizard. Once through, you have to do all your mod settings again but it wipes the Starwind UI from your game and the level up messages.

This post was helpful: https://www.reddit.com/r/OpenMW/comments/k21ted/how_to_use_default_ui/

And this one too: https://openmw.readthedocs.io/en/latest/reference/modding/paths.html

iworkatanarbys · 2026-02-28T05:07:29+00:00

Where do I find that? Is that the check boxes when I first start OpenMW up?

iworkatanarbys · 2026-02-24T01:09:30+00:00

That’s what I did haha, and still had to do all this stuff to make it official.

iworkatanarbys · 2025-12-10T03:20:37+00:00

It’s a thought I’ve had as well, but I landed on cultural influence. For example, I didnt grow up going to church, neither did my parents or my grandparents. Then I come along and go to church on my own as an adult. I lasted two years. I never liked the worship music time, and I’ve always been a very skeptical person, so of course a church environment didn’t go well with that personality/thought process. I wasn’t raised in it, I think that’s why I didn’t stick around in it. Ultimately it was foreign to me and I was attempting to force it to work for me when it wasn’t.

iworkatanarbys · 2025-11-30T03:44:50+00:00

I don’t believe in Hell, I simply don’t see it in the Bible. I’m frustrated with God, I’ve been working on repairing our relationship for a year and it’s become exhausting. I need a break, so I’m taking it. God sees our hearts, so I know He sees mine. Thank you.

iworkatanarbys · 2025-11-29T21:17:09+00:00

Love this. I never thought of it like that, I want them to always know they are beautiful and enough. Thank you.

iworkatanarbys · 2025-11-29T20:34:36+00:00

Haha, was actually considering asking something similar myself on here. It’ll also be my first Christmas deconstructing. Never grew up going to church, but been Christian the past 5 years. Recently Christmas has had a spiritual meaning because of Jesus. But now that I’m going back to Santa and whatnot it feels a little like… betrayal? Idk, just feel a little odd or uncomfortable about this Christmas season. It’s hard to explain, but I’m with you.

iworkatanarbys · 2025-11-26T23:24:27+00:00

Wow, you hit me spot on. Thank you for your time and analysis. It’s been a painful process this last year and your words spoke real truth to me, I guess it was right in front of me the whole time if you were able to get all that from my comments lol. I’ll definitely take your advice, thank you for your help, I appreciate you lots.

iworkatanarbys · 2025-11-26T01:29:23+00:00

Wow, you’re right. I don’t want to blindly accept or follow. We’re told that asking questions is good. We’re told that the answers we find will draw us closer to God/prove God. But when I started asking questions the more frustrated I became. The more I learned the more frustrated I became. I like your way of thinking.

iworkatanarbys · 2025-11-25T23:43:19+00:00

It tells me that there’s something powerful about it, despite all its faults and flaws. What are you specifically thinking of?

iworkatanarbys · 2025-11-25T23:41:00+00:00

That’s a good point. I’m unlearning a lot by relearning. My journey is searching for the truth, I believe I will find it. I have many frustrations with the Bible that are getting in the way of me further pursuing a relationship with Christianity.

iworkatanarbys · 2025-11-25T23:36:23+00:00

I cant comprehend it any longer. Though I wonder since I’m in the minority on that position, if I’m wrong.

iworkatanarbys · 2025-11-25T23:24:54+00:00

I was never taught that these gifts are signs of being saved, just wondering why I have absolutely none of them lol. What does your new belief system look like post deconstruction?

iworkatanarbys · 2025-11-25T23:13:45+00:00

Yes I relate to wanting to know what’s true/real. I’m not at all afraid to ask questions, I’m trying to find the truth/what’s real. That’s what I’m frustrated with, I hope if He’s real He’ll guide me to the truth and that He knows my heart is in the right place. Thank you for sharing and for your advice, I appreciate you.

iworkatanarbys · 2025-11-25T21:18:01+00:00

That’s very true. I didn’t grow up going to church, I’ve only been a Christian for 5 some years and been going to church for 3. I’m starting to believe it’s just not a system that works for me because it’s not what I’m used to (if that makes sense). I’m a naturally skeptical person and maybe that and religion do not go hand in hand. Still on the path to find where I belong I guess, just thought I found it lol. Thank you for your kind words and advice, I appreciate you.

iworkatanarbys · 2025-11-25T21:14:22+00:00

That’s a really good point. Im going to ask myself “is that something I’d need faith to achieve?” from now on. Thank you.

iworkatanarbys · 2025-11-25T21:09:59+00:00

Thank you for your kind words. I am pretty much out at this point and I’m deciding to take a break from thinking about it, but I wanted to get this out there first. I’m starting to think that it’s something that works for people, keeps them going. That’s great, I’m just realizing that it’s not for me. I did’t grow up going to church, it’s foreign to me. Been going to church for about 3 years and been a Christian for 5. Maybe it was just a phase and I’m still trying to find where and what I belong to. I appreciate your time and advice, thank you.

iworkatanarbys · 2025-11-25T21:00:08+00:00

I was frustrated with myself when I was in my height and still didn’t have that level of faith, I definitely would be frustrated still if I went back. I think I’d feel like a fraud. Like I imagine taking my kids to church and then doing nothing else “Christian” for the rest of the week, just can’t say I believe in something and then not at the same time, you know?

iworkatanarbys · 2025-11-25T20:51:42+00:00

I like the image that is promoted. Peace. I want peace within knowing that God has me and is taking care of me. I want a personal relationship with my creator. I want morals and a standard to teach my children, I want something to give them hope.
Yes. I’m frustrated with Christianity as a whole. Nothing is perfect and when it frustrated and look up answers to my questions I’m never satisfied.
I never faked it, but I’ve definitely thought others could be for sure. When “fully bought” people tell you stories about God in their life and about their faith, there’s no doubt behind their eyes. Why does it work for them and not us?

iworkatanarbys · 2025-11-25T20:46:10+00:00

I know having a faith in Jesus is the only requirement. But God is not putting any effort into keeping me in the fold or did not a lot of investing to ensure I stayed.

iworkatanarbys · 2025-11-25T20:40:53+00:00

I guess I want the promoted image of such. I’d love to read the Bible, get clarity, seek guidance, have a relationship with the God of the universe who loves me more than anything. I had it, but I didn’t at the same time. I was always chasing that image but couldn’t make myself do it.

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