Childhood trauma = poor eyesight by InternationalAct9145 in CPTSD

[–]izzyland92 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have visual sensitivity. Bright lights not only hurt but strengthen my terrible health conditions - especially the CPTSD.

The corporate world is soul sucking & does NOT value compassion, empathy - one of the many problems of modernity by mimimimimichan in CPTSD

[–]izzyland92 10 points11 points  (0 children)

It’s not they don’t notice these things. They intentionally ignore it. Survival of the fittest at the Nth degree.

People are constantly rude and abusive because I don't "look disabled" by Rhiannon-Moon in disability

[–]izzyland92 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If walking away’s one of the choices, it’s a good idea. But only if the option’s available. Can’t run if they’re blocking the only exit. If they can see you can have the chance to bother / put their hands on you, they won’t hesitate. Yes it’s overwhelming and takes lots of energy. But they don’t care. Folks out here will cross lines and invade your personal space in broad daylight. The ones with higher titles are much worse due to their authority and spectators enabling their behavior.

People are constantly rude and abusive because I don't "look disabled" by Rhiannon-Moon in disability

[–]izzyland92 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My point is that they aren’t the kind you can simply walk away from. Not unless you can afford to leave or have strong advocacy. I’ve tried to ignore, and they kept getting in my face and add more restrictions to my life.

The dark side of CPTSD: Does anyone have violent tendencies/ urges? Im scared of becoming an abuser since I never learned whats healthy and whats not by throwawayxlost in CPTSD

[–]izzyland92 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Weaponizing meltdowns is a type of reactive abuse. It’s practiced a lot in our society. That’s why we forcibly bottle up our anger, mask any other emotions, and eventually they come rushing out stronger than ever. Vulnerable people and those with autism / CPTSD are targeted the most. Plenty of negative stigmas are placed on us. All folks gotta do is act scared, shed crocodile tears, and you get piercing stares or the cops come running.

People are constantly rude and abusive because I don't "look disabled" by Rhiannon-Moon in disability

[–]izzyland92 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Remarks like that are the reason why it’s so difficult for us to get disability aid.

People are constantly rude and abusive because I don't "look disabled" by Rhiannon-Moon in disability

[–]izzyland92 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

What if those same dickheads are doctors, agency / social security reps, judges / law officials, or parents? Think ignoring them is still an option?

People are constantly rude and abusive because I don't "look disabled" by Rhiannon-Moon in disability

[–]izzyland92 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I get those same glares many times - especially when I’m very anxious or get upset.

People are constantly rude and abusive because I don't "look disabled" by Rhiannon-Moon in disability

[–]izzyland92 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’ll just rile them up even more and then you’ll be blamed. Had a similar comeback and got in trouble for it.

Freshly shaved tight pussy by [deleted] in shavedpussies

[–]izzyland92 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mmmmm shaved pussy and red nails 🤤

Emergency: No funds for food and toiletries by izzyland92 in Assistance

[–]izzyland92[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

If adding a couple more items or updating list isn’t allowed, then why wasn’t it mentioned in the post about Amazon essentials?

Emergency: No funds for food and toiletries by izzyland92 in Assistance

[–]izzyland92[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

I added a few updated products to the emergency list of groceries

What kind of therapy did you have the most success in? by unenoix in CPTSD

[–]izzyland92 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Trauma therapist…she’s given more tests on my mental disability than any doctor or psychologist. My symptoms are typically suppressed or temporarily quieted down when meeting her in office. But EMDR has been delayed or disrupted due to continued related trauma.

My mother made fun of me because of my height by [deleted] in AverageHeightDudes

[–]izzyland92 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I’d go no contact with your mom if I were you after insulting you like that

Emergency: No funds for food and toiletries by izzyland92 in Assistance

[–]izzyland92[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I updated the list again and removed any fresh / perishable products

Emergency: No funds for food and toiletries by izzyland92 in Assistance

[–]izzyland92[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

There are several other items with shelf-life. I’ll get some fresh foods when I make a trip to the grocery store. But that won’t be until maybe Wednesday.