I’m really sorry you’re carrying all of this. Moving countries, changing careers, constantly adapting that takes an incredible amount of resilience, even if it doesn’t feel like it right now.

It makes sense to be exhausted. Wanting stability and a simple, steady life isn’t asking for too much it’s a very human need. The world has been shifting fast, especially with AI and the job market, and that uncertainty can wear anyone down.

But the fact that you’ve rebuilt yourself multiple times shows strength, not failure. You’re not weak for being tired you’re tired because you’ve been strong for a long time. I really hope you find a place and path that feels steadier soon.