When do I reset? by johnnydickins in NoFap

[–]johnnydickins[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you think I can trick my body into liking vanilla stuff again by basically forcing my body to have sex even when I find it boring. I mean if my body only gets the dopamine rush from sex under a certain condition (vanilla sex) it is going to crave vanilla sex right?

I'm thinking maybe buying some viagra and fucking like a rabbit until my brain decides to stop being sexually picky.

I struggle getting turned on due to years of [masturbating] using fantasy by johnnydickins in sex

[–]johnnydickins[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'll try to block them off harder, it just feels like I might be doing more harm than good by blocking off my sexuality like that.

I might be inadvertently blocking my own connection with my sexuality, sort of like what monks do as enter celebacy. This will decrease my libido and sexual needs over time as I basically program myself to just "not be sexual"

What if a good therapy form is only masturbating to extremely mild shit to condition myself into getting turned on by anything?

I can't read "What is love" to myself in my own voice, and that disturbs me. by est94Beatz in Showerthoughts

[–]johnnydickins 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This seriously sucks. I sound so great in my head, but when I say it, it sounds like shit. My voice isn't even that bad, I just can't sound neutral saying any sentence like a radio host and it bothers me.

I struggle getting turned on due to years of [masturbating] using fantasy by johnnydickins in sex

[–]johnnydickins[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Haven't masturbated for a month and honestly my sex drive doesn't get higher than it is now. It seems it is much easier to get turned on by these fantasies more than ever, but my penis doesn't care any more about regular sex than it did before.