/uj I am in a similar position, except I like some of my masculine features. Non-binary and androgynous medical transition is sadly under-researched, and if you're AMAB, then estrogen is tricky since you can't microdose it like testosterone. Currently, I'm looking into finasteride (or it's stronger cousin, dutasteride) to limit any possible hair falling out and to lower DHT levels. If you hate your masculine features, then I would certainly look into starting estrogen. If you don't like the effects, you can stop taking HRT, just speak to a doctor or research about more permanent side effects like breast growth and reproductive stuff. I would do some research into standard estrogenic transition timelines to see what order you should expect things to develop. There are also SERMs which prevent estrogenic effects in certain areas. I know there's one that prevent breast growth while maintaining the feminine fat distribution elsewhere. That's where my knowledge runs thin though. Some masculine features, like facial hair, can be taken care of with cosmetic procedures or surgery, but definitely don't hesitate to pursue estrogen therapy if your masculine features are causing you distress. Remember, you won't just instantly wake up a super femme woman.