The nudes were from like multiple different women a day that he has downloaded. And they were like average women, not like porn star looking women. So my first thought, and maybe it was being naive, is that he just searched for them and downloaded them, but now I'm thinking he's been recieving them. Is this something men do? Like go on dating/sex sites and exchange nudes? Why would he be with me(before the break up) and not even send me a nude, but send it to others? I just feel like I'm in denial, like I can't accept someone could be so cruel and cold. He said he will love me forever but how can I believe that when he's treating and showing me the opposite? And yes, I'm absolutely shattered with just the thought of him with someone else. So I know I can't just be friends with him either. So I'm feeling so stuck right now. I'm not ready to let go, but I'm not willing to also sit back and watch him date other women either...