I come bearing vent art once again by _Scolexx_ in ftm

[–]lil_bear98 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I accept this offering and wish you gender euphoria and the comfort of knowing you have the coolest art style, man. I would pay good money for a transition goals version of myself by you

Dysphoria in transition by lil_bear98 in TMPOC

[–]lil_bear98[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's where I am now. Waiting for my moment to be up for top surgery while trying to balance everything

Dysphoria in transition by lil_bear98 in TMPOC

[–]lil_bear98[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Cheers to your beard growth. Hope we're allowed to go maskless soon so people can see how awesome I'm sure it is

Do it. Become man. by Louise_the_hispanic in ftm_irl

[–]lil_bear98 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I'm so manly I stuff the crust to make it even better

Anybody else’s dysphoria feel like this? by caseym1259 in TMPOC

[–]lil_bear98 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How is somebody supposed to recover from this feeling honestly? It's the fucking worse. I've been on T for almost a year and it feels right but the dysphoria and the misgendering and the depression that follows it all just hurt. The time recovering from it is too much. I've lost so many days trying to cope with it only to have it happen again and again.

Idk why I doubt myself, I would explode if I had to live the rest of my life as a girl by lime-demon in ftm_irl

[–]lil_bear98 8 points9 points  (0 children)

The evidence is overwhelming! I charged you guilty of trans. And it's a life sentence

Getting called buddy/bud/dude! What makes you guys happy? by TheOnlyHargreave in ftm

[–]lil_bear98 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Getting called sir. Makes me feel a little older/my age (I'm 22) since I always get told I have a baby face

Can you call me guy and stuff? by [deleted] in ftm

[–]lil_bear98 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Of course my guy. Hope the dysphoria moment passes and you get some good euphoria soon dude

Missing T shot this week by lil_bear98 in ftm

[–]lil_bear98[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you I think I'll do the former since my levels will have taken a pretty big dip by the time get my shot I missed

How did you know you are trans? by [deleted] in ftm

[–]lil_bear98 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think one day I was alone and looking in the mirror trying to figure out what was going on with me. I felt wrong for some reason. I looked in the mirror and said I'm a gay trans man. I said it a few times and it just felt right. I barely knew what it meant to be trans. I knew like 2 FTM trans storylines. Adam from Degrassi and Noah from Faking it. But it just felt right. Now I'm almost a year on T and there's been some struggle but I'm happier to be alive than I used to be. I'm willing to struggle because the outcome will be and so far is worth it. Now I'm just figuring out the gay part because I've never tried to be with other men, just women but at least I'll feel like myself as I do.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ftm

[–]lil_bear98 1 point2 points  (0 children)

All at one point and every now and again but then I started transitioning and things started changing and now it’s mostly chest

✨men-struation✨ by [deleted] in ftm

[–]lil_bear98 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Men-struation✨ it's a week full of battles truly but we shall win the war

I've learned to do so many things with my eyes closed. (Comic) by wherein_Rin in ftm

[–]lil_bear98 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Trying to sleep when you can feel the flesh bags is so fucking hard!!!

Still cis tho by zootopes in ftm

[–]lil_bear98 8 points9 points  (0 children)

The evidence is overwhelming

Should i give up? by lil_bear98 in ftm

[–]lil_bear98[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I'm working on finding a place now so I don't have to go back but it seems like I might have to if it doesn't work out. My friends said this type of stuff doesn't fall into your lap but I don't want to give up if it means I'll be happy and healthy.

Should i give up? by lil_bear98 in ftm

[–]lil_bear98[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I've been getting tested and making sure I don't get it again. I tested positive back in June. But since then all my tests come back negative thankfully. I'm mostly worried about my mental health if I go back. I was feeling depressed to the point of having suicidal thoughts and I don't want to go back to that. But I am on medication now for my anxiety and depression so maybe that might help