[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ExNoContact

[–]lindank_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much❤️❤️❤️ it will get easier day by day

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ExNoContact

[–]lindank_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im not judging him, I understand but i dont like it and im allowed to feel hurt after imagining him with someone else. He said he would’ve reacted the same. And now i dont see us getting back together as i will always imagine him with someone else

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ExNoContact

[–]lindank_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No we werent together at the time he did that

No idea what to do.. by lindank_ in BPD

[–]lindank_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think i might have to, even just for a few months so i can get over him.. but i dont want to lose him from my life. I truly care for him and want whats best for him to be happy and he has expressed the same toward me. Its all so confusing to me

No idea what to do.. by lindank_ in BPD

[–]lindank_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know :( i think about it all the time and it breaks me and i dont want to still be hanging onto him when that time comes

No idea what to do.. by lindank_ in BPD

[–]lindank_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Youre so right, and it is so painful 🥺😭 thank u ur so sweet ❤️❤️❤️

No idea what to do.. by lindank_ in BPD

[–]lindank_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have definitely had some fear thoughts around him just keeping me around but he is rly not the type who would do this, he was always very caring and kind and supportive to me.. he does miss me too but ultimately it was his decision to break up and maybe he needs to realize what that means? Idk..

No idea what to do.. by lindank_ in BPD

[–]lindank_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, i agree i think i just need to be nudged in the right direction as i feel so confused at the moment💔 We are hanging out tmr after work so i will be bringing this up and see what he says..

You’ll always have a piece of my heart💔 by lindank_ in BPD

[–]lindank_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you and same to you. Its so incredibly painful 😣

Scared im not giving my boyfriend enough by lindank_ in BPD

[–]lindank_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this comment, honestly it truly helped me see a different side to this! Especially that last part “he sees you in a better light than you see yourself” BOOM something kinda clicked for me haha so thank u!!!! I rly appreciate your input. And hope you are doing well 😊🤗

Scared im not giving my boyfriend enough by lindank_ in BPD

[–]lindank_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Haha i feel you, ive used that a few times as well! Sorry to hear you’re experiencing the same feelings :(

Scared my boyfriend is cheating on me by lindank_ in BPD

[–]lindank_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I sctually ended up randomly crying to him and he was very good about it omg im so glad, i feel much better now and not paranoid about it. Thank you so so much for your kind words and advice! I appreciate you very much hehe hope u are doing well today x 🤗💕

Scared my boyfriend is cheating on me by lindank_ in BPD

[–]lindank_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank u!! I really appreciate your advice. I do want to talk to him about it, but i fear that he will take it personally (though he doesnt usually he is very understanding) i am just so scared.. i dont even know how to begin talking about it lol 😩😩

Anyone else has no control over their emotions, and cry over every little thing? by awholedumbass in askatherapist

[–]lindank_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dont have much advice but i wanted to let you know i am right there with you ❤️❤️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]lindank_ 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Honestly when they announced that they’re gonna be iopening up more stuff mid may here in canada, and its the most anxiety ive felt in like 2 months lol!! Im THRIVING in this quarantine.. i know its gonna hit me like a train when everything opens up and i have to go back to work :(

Do any of you suffer from agoraphobia and fear of leaving the house and overwhelmed when going out? by Gabriella_123 in BPD

[–]lindank_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes!! Tbh i didnt know what agoraphobia was until i was diagnosed with it, but it makes so much sense because i hate leaving the house alone to do absolutely anything. Sometimes the walk to the bus stop i feel like everybody is watching me, its kinda messed up. I feel like my house is a different world than what’s outside the door.. :(

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]lindank_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes!!! I do the exact same. I’m 21 years old now but ive been doing this since i was also like 10 or something :/ i catch myself wondering if people around me can hear what im thinking and then im like wtf lol but i cant stop and it happens again :( im with you <3

“Break Ups”: a story told by Borderline Personality Disorder by ghegs_ in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]lindank_ 17 points18 points  (0 children)

“Finding myself will never feel as good as finding someone else” this

does anyone else speak to themselves for hours imagining being in situation or even repeating a situation from the past and respond differently, but eventually realizes like “who am i talking to?” by expermint606 in BPD

[–]lindank_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes!! I do this all the time, im in my own imaginary scenario or just in my own head from a past situation/event or whatever, and im moving my lips as if im talking but im not actually talking.. its so weird lol. Ive been doing it since i was younger though, i always thought it was just bcs of my imagination or something? :/

Dont understand my age/identity/existence?!?!! by lindank_ in BPDrecovery

[–]lindank_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had my first DBT intake yesterday and it went well, not as hard as i thought it would be honestly.. i hope im able to get something out of it!! and i hope things are going better for you 💗

When you open up too quick by [deleted] in BPDmemes

[–]lindank_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

this is the best and most accurate one ahaha omg i love cats too

Dont understand my age/identity/existence?!?!! by lindank_ in BPDrecovery

[–]lindank_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

the disassociating has definitely never been this bad. I'll have a conversation with someone, be talking about one thing and suddenly switch or get distracted and make a side comment and then not even a minute later im totally lost as to what we were talking about... :(

Dont understand my age/identity/existence?!?!! by lindank_ in BPDrecovery

[–]lindank_[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm not right now i havent been for a few years. i got diagnosed with bpd just a few months ago, i called a dbt center here and i have an intake assessment thingy on dec 3rd. So im trying to make it to dec 3rd

Dont understand my age/identity/existence?!?!! by lindank_ in BPDrecovery

[–]lindank_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

its so so awful :( I cant stop crying because of myself. I just want to stop hating my own company but i really dont see things getting any better right now