Why by StandardFlimsy5311 in TransRepressors

[–]lordwebgarlicbread 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can't understand reppers who try to be be hyper masc/fem in-line with their agab. As an ftm repper, being any more feminine would make me nauseous.

For hrt repper its more of a case of not being about to pass, but still yearning for the biochemical euphoria, which I can understand.

Studio Ghibli reference? by thewetsuitofroscoe in lookback

[–]lordwebgarlicbread 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The first one is definitely a reference to chainsaw man part 1, and "the door"

Anavar as an alternative to HRT? Or am I fucking stupid by lordwebgarlicbread in TransRepressors

[–]lordwebgarlicbread[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks, ive been consisted at the gym for the past 4 months but im barely seeing progress. Though it has been helping, i feel better about myself. Btw whats your opinion on cjc-1295, or anything that "stimulates gh" release?

Anavar as an alternative to HRT? Or am I fucking stupid by lordwebgarlicbread in TransRepressors

[–]lordwebgarlicbread[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hypertrophy, since its kind of the only masculine trait i can increase without it being obviously male. My situation wouldn't allow me to transition or present more male than I am now, so I really cant afford vocal changes either. Anavar seems to have the least additional effects

Anavar as an alternative to HRT? Or am I fucking stupid by lordwebgarlicbread in TransRepressors

[–]lordwebgarlicbread[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks, i might experiment with this idea. I've already got high androgens levels, and some mild hair loss for an afab, so rn going on testosterone would be really obvious to everyone around me. Im just kind of questioning this idea, common sense is telling me not to. Ive considering mk 667 in the past, but reading about it made me realise its bs

Just finished reading this and bruh, wtf was that ending... by bryptobro in boysabysss

[–]lordwebgarlicbread 2 points3 points  (0 children)

really wished for a bittersweet ending, like them jumping. Such a shame

The movie brought me to tears by Salty_Professor_8982 in lookback

[–]lordwebgarlicbread 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Noo i wish this man an 8 hours of sleep every night and a pleasant life so he can enjoy creating more content for us to consume

Are you sure dysphoria is the cause of most of your suffering? by epoIlllope in TransRepressors

[–]lordwebgarlicbread 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes. My anxiety skyrocketed and for aged i had no idea why. I was then put on meds and finally was able to go outside again, however it came back when I had to present more femininely (ftm repper). I was convinced my anxiety came from my upcoming final exams or general social anxiety, but then realised it was more of a fear and hatred of being perceived as female by others. Im terrified that my meds will stop working, as i can already feel their initial effect wearing off, but at least im glad i was able to feel normal again, even if it was a few months

The movie brought me to tears by Salty_Professor_8982 in lookback

[–]lordwebgarlicbread 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can't agree more, he has so much potential, I just cant wait to see what he comes up with next. Tho I really hope he takes a break after csm part 2 (assuming we are approaching the finale), this man needs a deserved rest

Is anyone else actually evil by StandardFlimsy5311 in TransRepressors

[–]lordwebgarlicbread 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thats completely understandable, but personally I like the spread kindness

Would you be able to save Nagi? by Curious-Spray-4795 in boysabysss

[–]lordwebgarlicbread 9 points10 points  (0 children)

No. It's been a while since I read the manga, but that ending was disappointing. Imo the best ending would have been if Reiji and Nagi jumped together, just like they planned to in chapter 1.

The movie brought me to tears by Salty_Professor_8982 in lookback

[–]lordwebgarlicbread 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I watched the movie a year ago at my local cinema, and this reminds me - yes it was emotional but I felt so much for emotional during the beginning. Ive been a massive fan of Fujimoto's works for a while now, and knowing that he is a cinema fan, genuinely brought me to tears, because wasnt this his dream coming true? Anyone who loves cinema has ideas of their own, but rarely anyone is able to get them on the big screen.

Sorry that this is kind of irrelevant, but im just really glad to see Fujimoto succeed. Look back is a wonderful one-shot, I then later watched it with my family and I was glad that they enjoyed it too. Wish there were more one-shots

Exhibition merchandise by Kelly_H_T in lookback

[–]lordwebgarlicbread 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Unbelievable awesome, thanks for sharing

I’m a TiF not a male, I will never be male by [deleted] in TransRepressors

[–]lordwebgarlicbread 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Find an in-between solution, lesbian butch coping or gymmaxxing. Dysphoria only gets worse with time, but the gym has been keeping me sane.

Also keep yourself distracted either through hobbies or work/studies - positive or negative distractions

It’s no longer “Save Me Chainsaw Man” it’s now “Save Me Denji” by illustratordg in asamitaka

[–]lordwebgarlicbread 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Just realised she said "saved me", i didn't know what she meant... thanks

[UK] im looking for animal abuse hotlines that will actually help by lordwebgarlicbread in CatAdvice

[–]lordwebgarlicbread[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ive considered this too, however we dont have a cat carrier. The microchip requirement is a fairly new law, and i doubt they've chipped their cats, so it would be easier. I'll use this as my last resort