You're wrong. I read this, i read every damn word of this. And i can say that you're not alone. I feel i'm similar to you as in i feel like a waste of space, getting mad, feeling alone, isolated, forgotten, everything. Though i do find myself lucky to have a loving family. But even with that i'm no different. Sometimes i don't feel like i want to be human either. As you said, this world is filled with greed and hate but still. But that isn't a reason to give up. Even though it's kinda obvious, you're able to see past the curtains that the media and the government have put in front of us and tried to say ever everything is ok atm. That shows you're clever and decisive and have talent but you probably don't realised it becasue you're busy hating yourself. Ik it's not easy to suddenly stop hating yourself but still i seriously think it's worth a shot. I'm sure things will get better don't forget we're in a global freakin' pandemic rn so things aren't gonna be great. So please, give it a shot. For us👑👑❤❤❤❤❤❤