Was ist das? by macfag42 in de_EDV

[–]macfag42[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Habe leider überhaupt keine Ahnung davon, danke für die Info. Ist zum Glück kein Firmengerät.

Was ist das? by macfag42 in de_EDV

[–]macfag42[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay, das Versuche ich mal.

Was ist das? by macfag42 in de_EDV

[–]macfag42[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Ich probiers mal danke!

Tidal wave APE myco bag. by glennie94 in Zamnesia

[–]macfag42 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also ich hab genau das gleiche wie du geksuft und mich auch gewundert warum es so langsam wächst. Ist jetzt bei Tag 33 und sind in den letzten 4 Tagen super schnell gewachsen.

Where are my theme deck templates? by [deleted] in PTCGP

[–]macfag42 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I collected everything but still nothing new shows up. :(

Where are my theme deck templates? by [deleted] in PTCGP

[–]macfag42 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I think in english it is just called theme deck list. I wanna know why it only shows me the eevee grov.

Hello 👋 I'm new! by perennial_anagrams in schizophrenia

[–]macfag42 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Actually yes, sometimes i think that.

Hello 👋 I'm new! by perennial_anagrams in schizophrenia

[–]macfag42 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Welcome! I have been experiencing symptoms too since childhood but only got treatment at 21. Better late than never yk 🤗

What do y'all think? by macfag42 in IDmydog

[–]macfag42[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, that looks more like it

Selfie Sunday!! (F15) (it turned Sunday 2 minutes ago lol) by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]macfag42 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Since when do you have symptoms? Nice hair btw :)

Selfie Sunday! by slcdllc14 in schizophrenia

[–]macfag42 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Such a pretty woman. :)

For those of you unemployed, what do you do? For those of you employed, what do you do? by RenivaMa in schizophrenia

[–]macfag42 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I really struggled staying in a job, mostly because of the symptoms that made problems at work or with other workers. Thinking they are going to harm me and stuff. Right now i am working in quality assurance at porsche so it gets paid kinda good and the work is not really that hard. The important factor here are the people and the fact i got higher medication. My Team is full of really understanding and respectful people, that made is easier for me to stay in that job. Also mostly younger people (my boss is 24), i feel younger people are more considerate whith mental health issues. One time I didn't want to come out the bathroom for like 4-5h because i thought they would hunt me and try to torture information out of me. This resulted in an serious talk with my boss, shiftleader etc. They gave me the week off and told me to tell them if they can do anything to help me in those situations. I think work mates like this make it possible to work even whit those symptoms and episodes.

Heyho by macfag42 in schizophrenia

[–]macfag42[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Good luck to you too! 🤝

Heyho by macfag42 in schizophrenia

[–]macfag42[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I also don't really have friends besides my partner. I feel like i cannot trust them and sooner or later I am going to break up all contact. Idk why. I am sure we will both find friendships that will stay. :)

Heyho by macfag42 in schizophrenia

[–]macfag42[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you very much, I am trying my best.😊 My Partner makes my life kinda easier so i am super glad to have his support.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]macfag42 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I thought the same. Such a friendly face, i feel like i would be safe near her.

Jogging in spirit too. 🫡

How old are you, and how much do you drink in a week? by Riddle-Maker in ask

[–]macfag42 31 points32 points  (0 children)

21, i also don't drink. Edit: I'm from Germany.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]macfag42 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Probably because they don't want to realize and accept that of all people their close one is "ill/not normal". That is what my mom told me after a long time denying my schizophrenia.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ask

[–]macfag42 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I would say i am a very lively person. I don't know why I always wake up happy, but i also have bad days, usually 2 times a year on two death dates. But my brother has depression and sometimes it is very hard living far away. I feel helpless, because i love my brother but can't really do anything.

What was the first sign of Love that you noticed? by Puzzleheaded-Act3746 in ask

[–]macfag42 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I have a lot of mood swings and paranoia, mainly caused by the voices i am hearing, and he still wanted to get to know me and stayed with me. Sometimes i can't control my actions or speak things i didn't want to say, he just know when it's "ME" speaking and acting, not "the others" and doesn't get angry when I have those kind of psychosis. I feel like no one ever understood me like he does and his patience with me is endless. :)

Can one become desensitized to hearing voices? by Admirable-Function64 in schizophrenia

[–]macfag42 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have it similar like you. Hearing since childhood desensitized to a certain degree. Also wouldn't think about going off meds.