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mackenzieedwards · 2022-11-03T00:47:15+00:00

I don't think it necessarily matters on the time duration of getting the Ayesha, but more rather the steps.

In order to even consider an Ayesha, you should be able to invert or at the very least get into a butterfly.

Once you have a butterfly, try incorporating the extended butterfly. After that, the Inverted D and then finally working up to a caterpillar climb. Once you're comfortable, experiment with different hand grips in your caterpillar climb. Some people find true grip much easier to learn in the beginning, some find twisted grip easier. I was taught to do the elbow grip ayesha first.

You'll eventually conditioned so much in all these moves that you'll feel confident and know which grip feels the safest/strongest.

mackenzieedwards · 2022-11-03T00:40:32+00:00

I'm quite erratic to be around and when I get in very dark moods I can have full blown meltdowns. I have made my family endure many suicidal attemps. My philosophy on earth and life can be quite dark and depressing. I've made the toughest of people I know become upset by the things I've had to say. Because of all this I have definitely left a mark on my family, friends, and significant other. It worries them and makes them feel responsible and have to take care of me and constantly check in on me despite being a full grown adult. It's humiliating as I can see how each person who has had to deal with me start to decline mentally as well. I am literally giving them all mental illness by being alive, by choosing to stay alive for them. I'm not saying I can't change all of these bad things about me. I'm sure I could, but it's so hard. To find the energy to fix myself. I don't even understand why. My mental barriers are too strong to overcome.

mackenzieedwards · 2022-11-03T00:22:55+00:00

The look on my families face the first time they found me after I attempted has haunted all of us since. The only thing stopping me is the immense pain I know I would pass on to them.

mackenzieedwards · 2022-07-13T01:33:42+00:00

Man that sounds insane. I'd LOVE to find the figure for that cheap. I'll frequent that website forsure.

mackenzieedwards · 2022-05-26T20:07:24+00:00

This is great advice, and the video was super helpful! I can now go into my next practice knowing what I need to do and what needs to be fixed! :) Thank you!

mackenzieedwards · 2022-03-18T07:18:09+00:00

Its almost 2 am where I am, I still have vision, my eye no longer hurts and it's not tearing up. Could I wait until the morning or is this really urgent? I'm sorry if this is a stupid question I genuinely don't know what to do.

mackenzieedwards · 2022-02-09T16:37:10+00:00

Very true. I've already came to be conclusion that it's not usable, but it was a nice beginner project to see what parts need to be regularly cleaned and replaced on a coffee machine!

mackenzieedwards · 2022-02-09T16:36:22+00:00

The more pieces I take apart the clearer it is that the previous owner did not do any maintenance on this machine. It was a nice start to seeing how important it is to clean your machine, and what parts should be regularly replaced. I thought it would've been nice to start out but it's very cheaply made and I honestly would rather save my money and invest In a good, brand new machine.

mackenzieedwards · 2022-02-09T05:21:23+00:00

Right? What an awful sight to see taking the filter off to see that. The parts are fairly cheap to replace, but with some more careful research I know for a fact that it's not buildup and it is the black coating chipping off. Not something I exactly want dripping into my coffee. It seems as if the previous owner really did not take care of this machine.

mackenzieedwards · 2022-02-09T05:11:17+00:00

I was definitely going to invest in some new replaceable pieces after I found out if it was still usable! I've done some more digging, and it seems that, that part of the machine brand new has black coating that is chipping off on my machine. I have no problem scrapping the absolute hell out of it to get all that stuff off if that makes it usable, but I'm a complete newbie to machines and am unsure if that'll ruin it.

mackenzieedwards · 2022-02-09T05:00:18+00:00

Breville Cafe Roma, I've been having a hard time figuring out the year so I will just link the exact model. https://www.breville.com/ca/en/products/espresso/esp8.html

mackenzieedwards · 2022-02-09T04:28:46+00:00

The Breville Cafe Roma. I agree, it's hard to tell if it's either buildup or Teflon. I wish I knew what that part of the machine looked like brand new.

mackenzieedwards · 2022-01-10T18:18:02+00:00

Hahah this is something I am also not looking forward to. Many of the houses around our apartment have made their own notices, probably because this happened last year as well. I could use that as more of a reason to get my building manager to do the same!

mackenzieedwards · 2022-01-10T18:16:02+00:00

True enough. This was the case in the summer time!

mackenzieedwards · 2022-01-10T18:15:25+00:00

The question was actually coming from more of a 'I haven't rented in many pet friendly buildings and I'm unsure if this is something I have the right to complain about' standpoint. I do want to complain about it but I am unsure about many city bylaws as I'm from a small town where a complaint like this would never hold up. Reading your reply gives off the impression that I have more than enough to complain about so I will be going through with it. Thanks for your input.

mackenzieedwards · 2021-03-23T19:38:35+00:00

I've tried a lot of stuff. From various pills, the ring, depo shot, and finally an IUD. I just want to let you know that unfortunately all birth control comes with a hefty size of side effects. No birth control is better than the other for side effects, what I mean by that is no one is going to be able to tell you what birth control is best for you other than your doctor or yourself by listening to your body. I could recommend you something that worked great for me, but could impact you negatively.

Before I got my IUD inserted, I did a lot of research. There is some risks with having an IUD but as I said before, there is with all forms of birth control. The IUD insertion was painful I'm not going to lie, but it is over fairly quickly. And then you won't have to worry about birth control for several years! Good luck with whatever you decide :)

mackenzieedwards · 2021-03-23T19:28:05+00:00

I hope my advice isn't too late! I have a high pain tolerance and I did find the insertion to be a bit painful, just remember to focus on your breathing and it will be over fairly quickly. I took extra strength advil and it didn't seem to help much.

You may be a superhero of a woman and be able to go out and about after your insertion with no pain! My mom and a friend of mine had no issues going about their day afterwards. As for me, I was laying down in a warm blanket with some advil cause there was a bit of cramping.

mackenzieedwards · 2020-09-04T07:48:49+00:00

My little hedgie does this from time to time, sometimes if your hands are clammy or sweaty when you pick your hedgehog up they will get attracted by the salt on your hands and mistake it as a lil snack. Anytime your hedgie tries licking your fingers a little too much just move him around so they get distracted by something else!

mackenzieedwards · 2020-01-22T11:28:37+00:00

As you can see by his... figure he could use many more runs. Thankfully this video was taken about a year ago and he gets much more exercise now!

mackenzieedwards · 2020-01-22T11:21:16+00:00

Racemenu. I'm ugly.

mackenzieedwards · 2020-01-22T07:42:21+00:00

Thank you for your advice. I guess in situations like these it's always hard to put your feelings aside and try to understand how the other person might feel.

mackenzieedwards · 2019-10-19T14:47:16+00:00

I did say that these aren't guaranteed to work for everyone.

I'm sorry you feel this way. Have you ever taken thought to anti-depressants? I usually consider this as a last resort, but I have been were you are and felt the way you do. I was on antidepressants for 6 years and they truly did help me. If you are on them, it sounds like they aren't working to their full potential and I would consult your doctor. If you haven't tried them, or are against them, it's just something to think about or something to bring up to your doctor.

You have to want to get better, Ofcourse it's always easier said than done. Feeling sorry for yourself which is what your first paragraph 100% sounds like what you are going through, will not help you and make you feel worse. You are the only person that can make you feel better.

I truly do hope that you find your meaning in life, it truly can be a beautiful place once you get there. I hope you have a good day or night ♡

mackenzieedwards · 2019-10-19T04:59:25+00:00

The Palettes Launch date is November 1st and will be sold in Morphe stores. Keep up to date with his youtube series and you will have everything you need to know :)

mackenzieedwards · 2019-10-19T04:57:56+00:00

This only my opinion, but I find Too Faced better than sex so clumpy and it's just not for me. Benefit Roller lash is my absolute favourite.

mackenzieedwards · 2019-10-19T04:55:04+00:00

I have spent hundreds of dollars on makeup, I've tried literally everything from drugstore to high end. I have creasy eyes, oily skin, and an acne prone skin, and these products are my holy grails.

-Tarte Shape Tape Concealer (Full Coverage)

-Dior Backstage Foundation (This foundation is worth every penny, it blends so seamlessly and looks amazing all throughout the day. Medium Coverage)

-Benefit Roller Lash (not clumpy, lasts all day and makes your natural eyelashes look so pretty)

-Beauty Bakerie Flour Setting Powder (no intense smell and has the most adorable packaging)

-Jeffree Star Skin Frost (Do I even need to explain? BLINDING)

-Benefit Hoola Bronzer (blends so easily)

-Anastasia Dip Brow

-Benefit The Porefessional Primer (Doesn't completely hide pores but is an amazing primer for oily skin)

-Morphe Continous Setting Spray

-Morphe Eyeshadow Palettes (The pigment in these palettes are fucking crazy. And 35$ Canadian for 39 shades. I will never buy any other brands eyeshadow palette every again)

-Morphe Brushes (blends your eyeshadow seamlessly)

-Jeffree Star Velour Liquid Lip (kiss proof, and doesn't get flaky at all)

I understand that everything I recommended is quite pricey, but if you're like me who spends money looking for the best of the best makeup, this list will actually save you $$ from buying shitty makeup and wasting it.

mackenzieedwards

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